| Letters to 666isMONEY |
| These letters, mostly sent in 2005 are somewhat alphabetized by the sender's first name. However, all of the names have been changed to protect their identity. Most of these letters have been removed from my computer and email account. |
| Date: Mon, 17 Jan 2005 19:17:31 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Liquid Sunshine To: “Ace” Dear Ace, On the next show I’ll talk about the Holohoax. If you give me an address and $1 for postage I’ll send you some rare papers I printed ten years ago. Also, I’ll exchange $$$ for 666 Devil Dollars: http://www.666ismoney.com/Mark_of_the_Beast.html Peace & Love, Raquel. Ace wrote: Hi Raquel, My name is Ace and I just wanted to drop you a line. I’ve watched you show a few times and have liked what I hear and see. I missed you show about the holocaust not happening and I wanted to know when it will air again...if at all? Also I wanted to know if you have any 666 Is Money merch? Well hope to hear from you soon. Thanks, Ace Date: Tue, 1 Feb 2005 10:01:44 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Hello again... To: “Ace” Dear Ace, I think Jackson is innocent and the Jews may be ruining his career for the song he sang in HisStory about being “kiked” also the song about MONEY by Jackson. I’d love to date Michael. I wonder if he was castrated, hence his high-pitched voice and feminine appearance. Do you go to clubs, dance? Ace wrote: Hey Raquel, Its Ace. Just wanted to e-mail you and see how you were doing. Hope all is good. I wanted to know if you could talk about the Michael Jackson trial since it started today. I wish you well. Can’t wait to see the show! talk to you soon. Ace Date: Sat, 25 Dec 2004 14:43:59 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: I’m confused To: “Andri” I don’t hate Jews and Christians any more than Jesus (if he even existed) hated the Pharisees. Jesus was a revolutionary who upset the tables of the moneychangers. Many famous people have believed in eliminating money. Jesus said, “you can’t serve God and money: you’ll either love the one and hate the other.” http://www. 666ismoney.com/MoneyQuotes.html -- Raquel. The point is: to eliminate money. Andri wrote: I am very confused about your website what exactly are you trying to preach, hate against Jews, Christians etc? please clarify I could make sense of the jumbled content on your website. Thanks • Andri Date: Thu, 23 Dec 2004 20:50:28 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: wow To: Bears It’s easy for you to call me names but probably impossible for you to show me a “loophole” in my arguments. God has had mercy on my soul. Best wishes to you too! Bears wrote: You simply have to be one of the stupidest, most ignorant, blindly idiotic people I have ever met. I have never come across an “enlightened” individual such as yourself that partakes in the use of LSD who’s life wasn’t going nowhere and ended up being a worthless sack of crap. You’re one of the insanely moronic nutjobs that give true relative revolutionary dissentists a bad name. You are clearly ridiculously uninformed, and obviously simply make up facts that fill in the blatant loopholes in your so-called arguments. May God (in whom I certainly trust) have mercy on your soul. Date: Thu, 23 Dec 2004 20:20:00 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Do you really Believe This? To: Calebro What’s so unbelievable about my website? Do you believe Lee Harvey Oswald acted alone (you probably were not even alive then) or do you believe America is fighting in Iraq for Freedom & Democracy or is it the Oil? Calebro wrote: I am not asking this as a flame or an attack. I am asking do you honestly believe half of what you put on your web site? Date: Sat, 25 Dec 2004 14:57:44 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Do you really Believe This? To: Calebro Holocaust Didn’t Happen?! Millions were not exterminated with louse disinfestant and diesel exhaust?! What is the evidence?! What is the evidence that 6,000,000 Jews (we never hear about the others as if they did not matter) were killed in the Nazi gas chambers and were the Nazis really that bad? No different than the fanatic, fascist, irrational, vicious, money-grubbing, “Christian” Republicans and Jewish Neo-Con Zionist Globalists controlling the world today? Was National Socialism a bad thing for the German workers? Who really started WW2 -- the War was fought over Poland’s refusal to allow Hitler a corridor to East Prussia and for a plebiscite for the city of Danzig to unify with the Reich. Who benefited from WW2? The plutocrats, Stalin (who threw down the Iron Curtain over East Europe and caused a Cold War), Israel. What was the REAL cause for entering Afghanistan (to open the opium fields to stupefy the masses and enrich the banksters) and Iraq (oil and to destroy Israel’s biggest enemy, Saddam Hussein)? I, Raquel Baranow am a Grad Student of Holocaust Denial. There are PhD’s of various fields who also deny the 6 million canard. The best evidence is forensic. There was never a forensic examination of the alleged murder weapon (gas chambers). Demographic figures are incomplete. After the fall of East Europe to communism, many of the millions of Jews who fled Poland into the Soviet Union or ended up behind the Iron Curtain changed their names to assimilate, many civilians died in the war, many died in the concentration camps of louse-born typhus. During World War One, two million civilians in the Soviet Union died of typhus. Many died in Stalin’s gulags. It is forensically impractical or impossible to exterminate millions with louse disinfestant (hydrogen cyanide gas) or diesel exhaust as alleged by malicious “witnesses” or tortured confessors. There are no written orders for extermination. Aerial reconnaissance photographs of the concentration camps show no smoke and flames belching from the crematoria and pyres as alleged. The photos and records show there was not enough coke or crematoria to cremate millions of corpses. The “witnesses” and confessors lied about how many minutes it takes to cremate a corpse. Diesel exhaust does not contain significant amount of carbon monoxide to kill a human. If the Nazis wanted to kill millions they could have driven the coal fired train into a tunnel or Quonset hut and gassed ‘em with the exhaust from the locomotive or used the exhaust from the crematoria. At Auschwitz, during a typhus epidemic, up to 300 people died per day, hence the crematoria, shaving of heads and requisitions for tons of Zyklon B louse disinfestant. Hitler sought to remove from German living-space the Jews who did not want to assimilate much like Thomas Jefferson and many politicians today want to remove Negro’s and Mexicans from America. Hitler did not plan to rule the world (England already did and it was a burden). He sought living-space in the east (Poland) and to conquer Bolshevism. The gas chambers are a fraud. War atrocity propaganda spread by the communists, who hated Hitler and perpetrated by the Jews, who were always looking for ways to the lands of milk and money. The Jews have extorted billions from the US treasury, Germany, Swiss banks and insurance companies on account of the Holohoax fraud. The Holohoax also makes those who fought Hitler feel like they did something good fighting the demon, Hitler instead of letting Hitler take on Stalin alone. A “liberal” person has an open mind. A bigot is irrational and obstinate. The Gas Chambers are a fraud, a tourist attraction, slander, demonizing, impractical/impossible, malicious atrocity propaganda. http://www. 666ismoney.com/HolocaustAds.html Calebro wrote: Not those specific parts actually. Perhaps I was a bit vague. I was referring mostly to the theory of the Holocaust not taking place. Also nice argument ad hominem with the whole questioning my age barb you worked in. As a side note presenting theories is not actually evidence. It’s just that: theories. You need to provide facts to back up claims. Otherwise you will have trouble convincing the reader that America is the Great Satan as is what you stated I do believe. From: Cambodia@aol.com Date: Mon, 10 Jan 2005 09:32:41 EST Subject: Re: Your Article About Chomsky To: Raquel@666isMONEY.com Of course it is. The main reason that you don't understand this is that you've begun with the a priori assumption that anyone who criticizes the Khmer Rouge is a liar; and this faith in the Khmer Rouge is based on a failure to understand a very elemental tenet of logic. Specifically, you believe that money is evil... therefore, anyone who is opposed to money must be good. Even if your first assumption is true, the second is not necessarily true: Everything that is a fish is NOT a bird. But not being a bird does not necessarily mean that something is a fish. regards, Bruce Date: Sun, 9 Jan 2005 22:55:57 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Your Article About Chomsky To: Cambodia.at.aol.com Dear Bruce, On “Dateline NBC” this evening there was a segment on child prostitution in Cambodia—I thought of you again. Do you still believe Cambodia is better off today than they were under Pol Pot on December 24, 1978? Peace & Love, Raquel. (In a previous email) 666 wrote: Dear Bruce, Excuse me, but there are many people in America, judges, lawyers, professors, politicians that would probably be killed in a revolution/civil war. I wouldn’t do it but I have been fucked over by arrogant crooked judges and lied to by all the others. I have no idea who your relatives are. Did they deserve to die? I’m not sure anyone “deserves” to die. But it happens. Apparently you’re a westerner. My understanding of eastern warfare is “take no prisoners”, this includes the warrior’s family. War is ugly, witness atrocities committed by US troops in Vietnam. I know how governments lie and slander the truth: they did it to Libya’s populist leader, Muammar Gadhafi and Cuba’s Fidel Castro, who believe in eliminating money. I’ve seen “survivors”/refugees from Cambodia being interviewed on TV and read their atrocity stories and quite frankly don’t believe them. One documentary I saw showed people worshipping at Pol Pot’s grave. The same documentary interviewed one of the alleged murderers and I could see he was as innocent as my high school buddies who went to Vietnam. When I was in Thailand, the Bangkok Post had a color photo of a military burial for Pol Pot’s wife. If Pol Pot was so bad, why do they honor his wife, why did his wife honor him, why are people honoring his grave, why are Pol Pot’s henchmen still living in the communities?! God will judge the slanderers and murderers. If Pol Pot was so evil: how did he win the revolution? How he found so many followers? I never believed the lies about Hitler either and I’ve confronted Holocaust “survivors” face-to-face and there’s no denying they suffered in concentration camps but the 6,000,000 and gas chambers is atrocity propaganda: http://www.666ismoney. com/HolocaustAds.html It was a war. People die in war. Did Pol Pot make mistakes? Yes. I read he could have accepted outside aid and saved lives. He had a vision of eliminating money, which I believe in and he never had a chance to show it to the world: Vietnam conveniently invaded. Had that not happened maybe tourists and the journalists could have documented the truth. I’m not a forensic anthropologist but like any murder -- 20 years after the fact—it may be hard to prove the facts. All I read about Cambodia today is prostitution, drugs, corruption, children begging etc. It’s hard to believe the vast majority of Cambodians are better off now than they would have been if Vietnam did not invade. It sounds like you’re the kind of irrational, obstinate, emotional person who would kill me because of my beliefs. Best wishes, Peace & Love, Raquel. Cambodia.at.aol.com wrote: Raquel, Generally I try to be diplomatic when people make uniformed comments about Cambodian history. To be very blunt, I cannot do that right now. I live with a woman whose family was destroyed by the Khmer Rouge: more than 20 of her relatives died during Pol Pot’s reign. Her father and brother were both murdered by the communists. You obviously know nothing about Cambodia, and apparently have no particular interest in learning. Have you ever met even one Khmer person? Have you ever had one, single, solitary conversation with a survivor of that regime? There is no excuse for the ignorance you are displaying. If you want to believe that money is the primary source of evil in the world, I couldn’t care less. I have no interest in debating such a question. Let’s assume for a moment that money is bad. Does it follow that someone who wants to abolish money must, therefore, be good? Think of it this way: if red cars are bad, does it follow that black cars are good? Human beings do horrible things to each other for many different reasons: sometimes it is because of greed, sometimes it is because of lust for power, sometimes it is because of sheer and simple sadism. Go ahead and make whatever arguments you want to make about money. Do not, however, make the argument that Pol Pot was good. It is disgraceful. If you feel you simply must argue that Pol Pot was good, have the decency to limit your conversations to people who’ve never set foot in Cambodia. At this very moment, I am looking at a photo of my wife’s father, a man who died at the hands of the murderers you are defending, and I cannot begin to tell you how angry I feel. -- Bruce Date: Sat, 25 Dec 2004 15:41:22 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: (no subject) To: ChimpPerverse I am my mind. Sometimes I (my mind) like to take a trip. I (my mind) once had an out of body experience, which I describe here: http://www.666ismoney.com/CommunistTruth.html This is how I re-entered the womb and was born again: I was living in my VW van on a vacant lot under a tall pine tree just outside of the Tucson city limits. Without a right to, I fell (from pride, etc.) into love-at-first-sight with, who I thought was a “perfect” person. Just to be friendly she came around two more times and I thought I’d never see her again. It was three in the morning and pouring rain, I began feeling like an insecure 14-year-old: She left me! I regressed through unintentional self-hypnosis to eight years old, then there was darkness and quiet – the womb. I cried, “oh, no!” and saw a flash of light: “God!” My eyes opened (literally and figuratively) – it felt like coming down after a 25 year long LSD trip. I saw God and lived. A few days later I realized or accepted the fact that she was an off-duty prostitute. ChimpPerverse wrote: you’re out of your mind, just so you know Date: Sat, 25 Dec 2004 14:49:03 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Contact me To: “Christ Peace” What’s your Plan? Christ Peace wrote: I am the One you seek... 12 48 37 68 20 00 00 101 485 12 34 84 00 84 90 59 36 666 Date: Mon, 27 Dec 2004 09:03:13 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: 666isMONEY To: “Christ Peace” Christ Peace wrote: Even the greatest Plans go to hell upon initiation. There can be no Greater Plan, only Lesser Plans. I disagree. Hell = Despair. What is the significance of these numbers, below? 12 48 37 68 20 00 00 101 485 12 34 84 00 84 90 59 36 666 Date: Sat, 25 Dec 2004 14:36:35 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: you need food to live To: “Danielle” We need food to live. I’m not “gay,” I changed sex two years ago. Danielle wrote: you need money to live you are gay Date: Sat, 30 Jul 2005 13:10:48 -0700 (PDT) From: Subject: A Tax-Collecting Messiah To: “David T” Dear Dave, Money is for playing games that’s all tax collection is. Money is sin. What should I do, sacrifice my health and eat out of garbage cans and live on the street? I’ve done that before. It does make a powerful statement. There are renunciates in India and Buddhist cultures who own nothing but a ricebowl, some do not wear clothes. If I could do that joyfully maybe that’s what I should do. Games are fantasy, money is a fantasy and a nightmare, an unnecessary stumblingblock. It’s ironic that I believe I can save the world (become a messiah) and the tax collectors were one of the most hated when Jesus allegedly lived. The Property taxes I collect go mostly for schools and fire districts. I believe in education. For that reason you should continue to watch my show. Raquel, A Tax-Collecting Messiah David T wrote: Raquel, I just found out today from your show that you are a tax collector. That is like a prostitute that preaches sex is a sin. You speak out that money is the biggest problem in the world and how the government is screwing everyone over, yet you are collecting money for the government. That is probably one of the most screwed hypocrisies ever. As much hypocrisy the government dishes out, you are no different. I will not watch your show again. Dave Date: Sat, 17 Dec 2005 09:21:28 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Raquel To: Derrick NOTE: Paris Hilton (aka Derrick) has used other email addresses herein Hey Paris, I plan to go to Amsterdam soon. Why does your email address change so often? Last person I knew that did that with aol.com was a rip-off con: gave him $400 to purchase some Acid and he sent me an email saying he lost the $$$. I never heard from him again. he did provide a ten-strip (with two pieces missing) for $100. bet he kept the two pieces too! I ended up going to Club Congress for live music. I also went to Heart 5 and Asylum while they changed sets at CC. (It’s a long walk between the clubs.) I prefer dancing downtown to IBT’s. When there’s good music at Plush, like there is tonight, I’ll bounce into IBT’s between sets for a drink and dance. Peace, Love & , Raquel Derrick wrote: Girlfriend are you going dancing tonight it’s me Paris Hilton sorry I've been in Europe. I’m going to IBT’s tonight to go dance my ass off you should go see you there bye Paris Hilton. Ps If you go wear your pink dress I’m going to wear my pink dress it’s a mini skirt with my pink Gucci Pumps bye see you tonight , Paris Hilton Date: Tue, 20 Dec 2005 09:05:55 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Raquel To: Derrick Dear Paris, What job?! I am self-employed. Anyone can do a show on Access Tucson. Yes, I loved the cabaret at IBT’s last Saturday. After the show I went to Plush for some live bands with divas singing. Then finished the night at Asylum and went home alone (sigh, but not really looking). Peace, Love & , Raquel. Derrick wrote: I saw you at IBT”s and on TV today how did you get that job girlfriend? Paris Hilton! Date: Tue, 20 Dec 2005 13:16:42 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Raquel To: Derrik I’m going to Amsterdam to do drugs, smoke pot, dance and become a prostitute, soon. I do not get paid to do the show. If you are interested in going with me (I already booked a nice room for 15 days) you’re going to have to tell me more about yourself and be free to leave in Jan or Feb. (I don’t want to let anyone know I’m not home.) Derrick wrote: When are you going to Amsterdam? What are you going for and for how long. Do you get paid to do the show on TV? Paris Hilton Date: Sat, 25 Dec 2004 15:35:07 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: 666 is money To: “Evan H” Evan H wrote: How, pray tell, would any society function without a monetary system of some kind? With modern machinery there’s an abundance and no need to divvy and hoard. Let’s say, for argument’s sake, that money has been abolished. People would then go back to an older system. Goods and services would be traded not for money, but for other goods and services. There is still a system of trade in place. Whether you want to admit it or not, people are not willing to give everything they own away without getting anything back. Your ‘perfect’ world seems to rely heavily on the goodness of other people, which, I find, is lacking. You’re a cynic. I believe that once people see than money is unnecessary . . . Have you ever noticed that the races that have advanced the most throughout human history have been the races with official currency systems? Money has served its purpose. Now, for civilization to evolve, we must eliminate money. I don’t think that you realize that currency also keeps order. How quickly do you think a society would fall apart without currency? We need to educate people as to what is important in life. Without money, it would fall into chaos and anarchy. Currency is another form of social control, just like religion, which brings me to my next point. Money is another form of slavery. I can’t help but get the feeling that you’re an anti-Semite. Was Jesus an anti-Semite too? It appears as though you’ve all but declared that you’re a Nazi (or neo-Nazi, whichever you people call yourselves). I would express how enraged people like you make me, but language lacks the words. If you want to discuss whether or not the Holocaust happened, I will gladly pay for your plane ticket to Canada where you can meet my grandfather who served with the British army during WWII. He witnessed the concentration camps firsthand. I would love for you to go to Israel and announce that the Holocaust never happened, or that the Nazi’s were just misunderstood victims. The world wouldn’t miss you. People who “deny the holocaust happened” do not deny the concentration camps existed: http://www. 666ismoney.com/HolocaustAds.html Evan H Lethbridge, Alberta Date: Thu, 23 Dec 2004 20:14:28 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: “Famous people who’ve done acid” To: “Fountain Gore” Dear Christ, Thanks for clueing me into where all those nasty emails were coming from. Thanks for the info on David Bowie. The Warhol crowd impresses me more everyday. (Candy Darling and Maureen Moynihan too.) I love Bowie’s pictures with his lovely wife in the fashion magazines for some clothing line. Next time I update the website, I’ll certainly add. With LSD, you must be in a good environment or with good friends. I prefer to go hiking alone. Actually, I’d like to go hiking with a friend but none of my friends are physically fit or are into tripping. I also like to take it early in the morning. You don’t have to take a whole dose but cut off a quarter and go to work or for a long drive. There hasn’t been any ‘Cid in Tucson or at any of the concerts I’ve been to even in California. Peace & Love, Raquel. Fountain Gore wrote: Hello, just readin’ your website after I saw it on Somethingawful.com (I read the site, don’ t necessarily agree with their portrayal of your site however). I think Acid should be legal too, I’ve only done it a few times, but both times were quite life changing, though they were the most fucked up days of my life. But I digress, under your list of celebrities who experimented with LSD, you’re missing one. David Bowie, the most famous pop star of all time (in my humble opinion.), who basically lived with Andy Warhol during the 60’s. Anyway, while it doesn’t look like LSD will be made legal in the near future, out here in Nova Scotia, I can pick it up for 5 dollars a hit. The police officers around here are also very lax about drug use too. – Christ Date: Sun, 14 Aug 2005 19:49:39 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: bulls..t To: “Francis H” Dear Milo, Had to cut you of because there was only two minutes left. There’s some references on my website also books available at www.vho.org You can download many of the books for free including the best, short book on the subject called, “Giant with feet of clay,” which examines the footnotes to Raul Hilberg’s “standard work on the Holocaust.” My phone line went out for four days. The blotter acid does not have any speed in it even Hippy Acid did not have any speed. That was a myth about the strychnine (spelling) too. I never heard of Stengle. Don’t you want to ask me out on a date/dinner-discussion? LSD Dreams, Raquel. Francis H wrote: hey girl, we just spoke on your 8/12 show, you cut me off before I had a chance to tell you you were looking good. I do like your research on the “final solution” (entlossung). I don’t agree, but would like to discuss the subject (I quit speaking German for so long that it rotted in my brain). I do not intend to ask for a face-to-face, but would you entertain an e-mail conversation? Also where do you find your references? I spent quite a while finding books on the subject, and tend to go with Hoess and Stengle on confession of crime; their stories are too real to dis-believe. Also, there is no such thing as “good” acid in the U.S. unless you like lots of speed!!!!! peace love dove kid. Hope to hear from you, Milo 9:20 pm 8/12/05 Date: Mon, 15 Aug 2005 21:34:12 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: What’s there to say? To: “Francis H” My last blind date was very good. We did not discuss politics or religion. This time I may be a little more careful and that may ruin the atmosphere. He lied about everything but I had a good time. Sorry to lead you on. What’s there to say? Francis H wrote: Sure, when. Date: Tue, 16 Aug 2005 20:32:22 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Again, What’s there to say? To: “Francis H” Maybe we could get together and I could show you all my books, talk about the logistics (not enough coal to cremate so many corpses as revealed from the aerial photos) the Nazis destroyed the crematoria and mortuary/air raid cellars (alleged gas chambers). If you read The Hoax of the Twentieth Century or Giant with feet of clay or any other book that I know is good. I’ d meet to discuss it with you. Francis H > wrote: I’m only interested in politics and religion (and art, but that simply follows from the above). I have a girl friend and don’t dig the art/music scene in Tucson. Theso-called culture here is like the acid...lame. I do believe in the holocaust, and that it was a willed extension of Hitler and his henchmen’s political agenda. However I don’t cry for the Jews alone, but all the victims of the final solution (f.s. part one; part two would have been a real bitch). Some of the stuff you have mentioned is very cogent though; I know about the rubber factories and the typhus outbreaks; the death camps were apparently destroyed before the Russians occupied the areas in question, so there is no real proof of the operations which the SS and their collaborator minions carried out, just too many witnesses; the amounts of coal and gasoline needed for such undertakings would indeed be huge and that alone raises doubts about numbers of people scheduled exclusively for extermination. This is the kind of intercourse I find interesting. I’m sorry if that left you feeling concerned about a non-date. I’d be glad to chat on-line, I just type slow. Talk to ya later, milo Date: Wed, 17 Aug 2005 12:30:07 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Okay, you sound like fun To: “Francis H” Okay, you wanna come over to talk? I have gallons of cheap, cold wine in the fridge and love to listen to music. Maybe you can put together a 50 minute CD of your favorites that you would like to see a grl dance to? Tonight around 7 or tomorrow? We’ll meet in my back yard and go from there. Be prepared to get naked but don’t expect to. Also, if I sense any hostility, you’re outta here! Or if I get hostile, which I sometimes do when discussing the Holohoax, religion or politics. . . Before we confirm, I’d like to see your driver’s license or some other form of ID (can you send a JPEG attachment?). My last blind date/boyfriend cost me $400. Peace & Love, Raquel. Francis H wrote: Right on can we talk? can we express reality, or bullshit? Let’s tie up grl. The web is fine, I’m sure you would find me as common as Tucson street dope; but I have paid my propers on Entlossung! I do have my s..t down! What’s up there, talk, no walk!!?? If you want to get ready for the last century then hang on; my brother knew the mix, and he died, foolishly. Sweet talk: you need to work on your eye shadow; your nails are looking much better; find a new hairdresser (do you use Harold?) Don’t think I’m messing with you . I want to enjoy new expressions (god, did I really say that?) Excuse me, but I kind of see you as one of Mel Brooks grls in leather and boots..... “kick step, kick step....oh the sight” Come on, this is not a hit, this is two minds coming together; you and your boyfriend can laugh later while you listen to mix (hope you dig kxci) or whatever, I myself am listening to Van the Man Morrison, hippy style. Date: Thu, 18 Aug 2005 15:28:49 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Carry a Disease? To: “Francis H” I live near the university. I have only one friend and she does not play games. You have AIDS?! Anyway, I realized that PH8 is giving a free concert for their CD/video tonight at seven at The Rock on North Park north of the TUSD headquarters 1010 E 10th. If I can get myself together, I’m gonna go. PH8 kicks ass. Saturday night at the same venue is the Fettish Ball from 8pm ‘till three $15 cover. Anyway, didn’t you say on the phone when you called my show that your name was Frank? Francis H wrote: I forgot, where is your general neighborhood? I like to drive less than I like to type, and if your friends like to play games, I’m NOT there! Love to talk, but WARNING I do carry. Sorry to come across as an asshole, but my life is what it is. Don’t mean to scare, possibly a friend. -- milo Date: Thu, 18 Aug 2005 15:42:38 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Forget it. To: “Francis H” Forget it, you have to read one of the books I recommended or another revisionist work before I’ll discuss anymore with you unless you call my show. Francis H wrote: What is tonight, 8/18? Sorry, but not likely I’ll get naked, or you. You don’t want to see an ex-wannabe get naked!!!!! NO LIE. (I’m not really a bad looking guy; my attitude kills me) serious though, do you really want to talk, I’d love to meet with you. Date: Fri, 19 Aug 2005 15:11:34 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: 666isMONEY.com To: “Francis H” Next live show will be Friday, Sept 9 at a new time: 9:00pm. replay is the same, on Monday. PH8 ROCKED, Kicked Ass. Wicked mosh pit, lots of pretty little girls dancing—including myself. After I went to TD’s Showclub. PH8 is the best Tucson band there is. I’m never going to miss one of their shows (there’s one in Phoenix but I won’t be able to attend because of schedule conflict. Went to Florence AZ this morning, still tipsy from drinking. TD’s insisted on calling me a cab or the cops but I insisted I was okay. I know I would have passed the sobriety test but not a breathalyzer. Peace & Love, Raquel. Francis H wrote: I’d love to call your show every week. but wouldn’t that get old? Besides I don’t always know when you are on, and I didn’t see the replay of our conversation from last Fri.; so much for my memory of the conversation. So yes Raqui, I’d be happy to call; you are on at 8pm Friday the 19th? (I was in the yard when we talked, and didn’t get to see your reaction to the discourse). Enjoy the Rock! Hasta la later -- milo/frank Date: Fri, 19 Aug 2005 15:15:44 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: Carry a Disease? To: “Francis H” No, I carry a small handgun when I travel too. The last batch of acid I got was weak but the stuff that was going around in the 80’s was good. It wasn’t as strong as the stuff we grew up on but I don’t like strong trips. The most I’ve ever taken of the stuff in the 80’s and today is one dose. When I get a big batch, I’m gonna try two or three. Peace & Love, Raquel. Francis H wrote: “The Bug” I’m sorry, I live elsewhere. When I drive at night, I carry a small handgun in the car; I’m not a nut or redneck, I have just seen too much s..t on the streets. I am an old Tucson hippie cowboy and have old school ideas, like there is no such thing as good acid in the southern 48. So no, I don’t carry AIDS, I sometimes carry a small caliber handgun. That alone probably scares you, but not to worry, I am a real guy, not a nut. frank Date: Fri, 19 Aug 2005 15:22:51 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Carry a disease, no a gun To: “Francis H” In your last email you said you carry: I forgot, where is your general neighborhood? I like to drive less than I like to type, and if your friends like to play games, I’m NOT there! Love to talk, but WARNING I do carry. It made me think you carry a disease. Yes, I posted the list of my maiden name, FRIEDEMANN from the archives at Yad Vashem showing that of the three million names (not six million) at least half to ¾ of the 3 million are duplicate names. Peace & Love, Raquel. Date: Tue, 11 Oct 2005 18:35:36 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: your show 10/7 To: “Francis H” Hi, Nice to hear from you. Yes, I was sad. I named the show, “Weary Daze”. I’m getting tired of going to the same clubs and not finding love. It’s part my fault for not having a place to invite people over to. I sleep on the floor in my guesthouse while fixing up the front house. I saw the sweetest women this weekend at the club crawl and at a gay bar called IBT’s on 4th Ave. I don’t expect to find a man in the clubs but would like to meet some female friends to go out with. If you want to come over to my house, you’re welcome. Please leave your iron in your vehicle. You won’t need it here. Do you like to drink, smoke, drug or dance? I like No Anchovies on University. They have a full bar. When’s a good time for us to get together? I usually don’t like to be disturbed during the week until after 6pm. Sunday afternoons are good too. Saturdays I’m down and dirty until the evening. Peace, Love & Compassion, Raquel. Francis H wrote: Hey kid, great show Friday, (you looked beautiful, but sad) sorry, I did call, but your phone line was messed-up. I thought you said you had a boyfriend; your glitter was sweet, yet it looked like tears. When can you and I get together for lunch (in a public space so you don’t feel pressured). I would really like your info on the holocaust; we do need to talk about this because I may be able to share some thoughts. If not, we can still talk on-line. hasta, milo (or Frank, whatever you prefer) p.s. that was a great show Friday Date: Thu, 10 Nov 2005 19:30:35 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Hey To: GalaxyExplorer Paris Hilton Sweetheart, You have a new email address. If I wore heels I couldn’t dance. I wear heels to strip clubs. Do you like to go to strip clubs? I once took some LSD and went to TD's Showclub on Speedway. I have not been there for a while. Meanwhile, Curves threw me out because I never bought a lap dance there—darn, there were some hot numbers in there they can’t dance but they sure know how to grind and have a good time on someone’s lap. I love girls in pigtails my hair is too thin to do that. Did you see Paris’s Holloweenie costume? She wore a lace outfit with a lace skirt that kept falling off. I think she was at a Playboy party. I’d love to attend one of Hefner’s parties. None of the music venues looks any good so it looks like I’ll spend both Friday and Saturday at IBT’s. How about you? Anything special this weekend? I’ve been painting like crazy. I plan to turn my front house into an afterparty dance floor with three queen size beds for guests. Peace & Love, Your Paris Party Girl. Paris Hilton wrote: Hey Raquel are you going to be out this weekend. Wear your little tight mini. You should put your hair in Pig Tails I bet you would look hot sort of like Paris Hilton and I bet you would look hot in some pink heels, Talk to you later, Paris Hilton Date: Mon, 7 Mar 2005 23:11:40 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Acid To: “Hector A” Hector A wrote: how come a lot of the shit you talk about is a hoax? To show that governments and religions are devilish slanderers. Are you trying to trick people? Obviously not! Or do you write this shit when you’re on acid because it’s insane. You’re naive—wish I had some ‘cid! Date: Sat, 24 Sep 2005 13:16:37 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: 666 To: HvenSent Dear Deb, 14 Presidents of the US were Masons. Here’s a page on my website about it: http://www. 666ismoney.com/MasonsJews.html The contradictions/hypocrisy in the world today is ungodly. When oil hits $80/barrel Babylon will fall. I’d like to get out of Babylon and live in a little community. Peace, Love & Compassion, Raquel. HvnSent wrote: Raquel, I’m not sure why I writing, except to say that I found you by doing a web search ... “Money is mark of the beast!” I don’t know how I figured this out!!!! You are correct. Money is covered with Masonic symbols. As of right now, I’m sure that this world as we know it is coming to an end. Thank you for your web site! Date: Sun, 11 Jul 2004 16:58:18 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: The Book of Enoch To: “Jeff El” Hi Jeff, Nice to hear from you again. I have read or looked at all the aprocraphal and pseudographical biblical works and understand why they were rejected as uncannocal. The only one of interest is the Gospel Of Thomas which is linked at my website here: http://www.666ismoney.com/EunuchQueens.html My next live show will be August 20. I thought I had a show July 9 but it turns out that TCC was closed for a scheduled seminar that I neglected to note on my calendar. Peace & Love, Raquel. Jeff E wrote: Do you know anything about the Book of Enoch? Is it worth reading? http://www.thule.org/enoch. html Date: Wed, 8 Dec 2004 08:23:15 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: new world order? To: “Jeff E” Dear Jeff: Nice to hear from you again. I never thought anything sinister about the Motto. I always thought it was a visionary statement of Hope for a renaissance or dawn of a new age in a new Nation. Have you checked out 666isMONEY.com lately? I added several new links and pages. Peace & Love, Raquel. Jeff E wrote: Check this out... “Novus ordo seclorum” was not intended to mean (nor does it correctly translate into) “new world order.” Seclorum is plural (new worlds order?). And Thomson said the motto refers to the beginning of a new age – an American era beginning in 1776. The pyramid’s rising rows of construction help illustrate this new series of generations. http://greatseal. com/mottoes/seclorum.html Date: Tue, 14 Dec 2004 13:20:43 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: new world order? To: “Jeff E” Dear Jeff, No, I believe it. David Duke was one year in prison and survived. I think young men learn of him and the Jews in jail. Like, the White Man’s Bible circulated in prisons too. (I stupidly donated my copy to the University library . . . just checked: it’s still there.) Moreover, it is true that the Iraqis are calling the servicemen “Jews.” (I mentioned the article on one of my shows recently.) I was thinking of you the other day while something led me to check out the Raelians’ website again. I can’t believe the leaders of the group believe aliens exist, do you? Oh, yeah, one of those websites you referred me to about the Great Seal led me to the symbol for the Raelians, which was a swastika and hexagram. Say, you don’t happen to know how to drive a backhoe, have a pickup truck with a flatbed trailer, know how to do simple remodeling work? I’ve got work for us cleaning up a house in Florence, AZ; fixing up a house in Tucson and putting in septic tanks etc. on vacant lots. Peace & Love, Raquel Jeff E wrote: What do you think of this letter? I was fairly convinced until I got to the end where it says “Your book My Awakening and Jewish Supremacism is circulating among many of us here, and you would be surprised how many believe that you are the only political figure that speaks for us. Please keep up the good work.” That’s a lie! NO WAY is David Duke’s books circulating among the American troops in Iraq!!! What kind of crap is this??? http://www.davidduke.com/index.php?p=177#more-177 Date: Tue, 25 Jan 2005 09:52:08 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Christmas To: “Jeff E” Dear Jeff: The etymology of the word “Mass” suggests it has to do with the missive of dismissal from the Eucharist. It is Christ’s Mass. The supposed birth of Christ (one day after my birthday). I’m not sure Christ even existed but I’m certain the miracles are metaphors and did not literally happen. Peace & Love, Raquel. Jeff E wrote: What do you think of this? http://www.lasttrumpetministries.org/tracts/tract4.html Date: Wed, 26 Jan 2005 12:56:41 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Church of Ganga & LSD To: “Jeff E” I’d rather attend a church of Ganga, Music and LSD. -- Raquel. Jeff Elder wrote: Check out the blog entry I made here in response to a Christian fanatic. hahahaha Did I quote properly? Jeff http://www.beerchurch.com/blog.htm Date: Sat, 25 Dec 2004 15:19:34 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: LSD is great, but plz read this email in entirety To: “Joe D” Have not done acid in 10 years, after the BIG busts and my source went away. Christ was ridiculed by the blind and deaf Pharisees. I’m not stupid, I researched everything posted on my website. Christ is my idol. Peace & Love, Raquel Joe D > wrote: Raquel, I don’t enjoy the idea of money and having to pay for basic needs. And although I condone the use of certain drugs, I feel the need the say the following to you: I enjoy LSD. I believe that LSD is a good way to explore one’s own mind and keep in mind that I’ve taken lots, and I mean LOTS of LSD. Yet, from reading just a bit of your site, I’d have to say that you are way more “ate up” than the most “ate up” person I have ever met. You need to stop taking LSD. At this point in your LSD career, you have had your mind fuct. You are coming up with crazy conspiracy lots that have no substance to them, except you own imagination. PLEASE, STOP TRIPPING AND GET A SOME PSYCHOLOGICAL HELP! I mean, you have already slipped into the depths of drug paranoia. If you allow yourself to keep going, you will slip into drug psychosis. I know that there is no proven test that shows LSD can do this, but I’ve seen I happen. Please, stop using LSD and get a therapist. I am telling you this as a fellow lover of tripping, and it saddens me to see fellow trippers ridiculed all over the Internet (which I assure you happens. I have seen you website ridiculed and you labeled as a “completely fuct up retard”. Please, as one fellow user to another, GET SOME HELP! Yours, Joe the Acidhead Date: Mon, 23 Aug 2004 19:35:02 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: You are totally right! To: “Joe S” Dear Joe, It is not that easy to kill people with louse disinfestant as alleged at Auschwitz. If the Nazis wanted to exterminate millions they would have chosen less dangerous, cleaner methods. One alleged eyewitness (slanderer) claims those who removed the corpses from the gas chamber while smoking and eating: you can’t smoke and eat while wearing a gas mask. Other alleged eyewitnesses have said similar silly slander. At Treblinka a diesel engine was the alleged murder weapon: diesel exhaust does not contain lethal amounts of carbon monoxide. Again, if the Nazis wanted to exterminate millions they would have driven a coal-fired train into a tunnel and closed the doors for a few minutes and removed the bodies to a fertilizer plant (large meat grinders). You slander me calling me “wacko,” “fucking,” “Nazi worshiping, Satan lover” etc. No wonder Hitler sought to extirpate the Jews from German living-space. Before the war he sought to remove them to Madagascar.) For more info on the Holohoax see: www.666isMONEY.com or www.vho.org Joe S wrote: Not! You fucking wacko! You are a fucking Nazi! Of course Hitler killed all those people. Have you ever heard of a gas mask? Ya, it’s this neat little device which allows someone to walk into an area in which there may be poisonous gas and not die. The Nazi’s simply put these masks on and put the Jews into the holding cells. Then they pumped the gas in and killed them. You can take your 666 dollars and shove them up your ass you fucking Nazi worshiping, Satan lover. You claim to love god however you slander people. Again... Fuck you you fucking wacko. Sincerely, The Jews Date: Thu, 23 Dec 2004 19:34:27 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Bigots & Devils who slander the Truth To: “Joseph B” That’s easy for you to say but almost certainly impossible for you to prove. Do you think you’re smarter than the Prophets who believe in eliminating money? http://www.666ismoney.com/MoneyQuotes.html Joseph B wrote: If you had a hand in creating the piece of shit website I’m looking at, you are an idiot. Date: Sat, 8 Jan 2005 11:05:33 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Bigots & Devils who slander the Truth To: “Joseph B” Dear Joseph, No doubt the Pharisees would call Jesus a paranoid schizophrenic (demon possessed) hippie loon. Joseph B wrote: Yes, I do believe in these prophets.. for there are no more prophets anymore, thus they are just cracked-out hippie loons. Date: Sun, 9 Jan 2005 14:28:00 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Bigots & Devils who slander the Truth To: “Joseph B” Joseph B wrote: A. Schiz doesn’t mean demon possessed... In my understanding of classical psychology a “demon” is the person’s personality, demeanor, attitude, mental status. Thus a “genius,” or “schizophrenic” describes the “demon” or “humor” within: http://www.potts.net.au/Stand/Spirits/idiomatic_expressions.htm <quote> We call someone who is extremely intelligent a “genius,” but do you know what that word really means? It comes from the word “genie.” *GENIE: (jinn) -1. a supernatural spirit capable of influencing mankind for good and evil.‘ -- Random House Dictionary 1980. This originates in the old Babylonian, Greek, and Roman culture and we use it today without giving any thought to what it really means. If the person receiving this compliment understands what the word literally means, he may be offended. But as it is, most of us feel complimented if someone calls us a genius. Another example is the word “demented.” What does that mean? It comes from the word “demon,” and originally it meant “demon-possessed.” If you say that a person is demented today, do you really mean that he is full of demons, spirits or something like that? Of course not! It merely means that he has a strange or perverted form of reasoning. *DEMENTIA:-]. severe impairment of intellectual capacity. 2. mental deterioration, esp. when due to physical causes.” -- Random House Dictionary 1980 <end quote> How do you define a person with a “demon”? B. You shouldn’t be so easily fooled to believe in false prophets. A flase prophet is someone who is illogical or irrational. How have I been fooled? Date: Sun, 9 Jan 2005 22:42:54 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Bigots & Devils who slander the Truth To: “Joseph B” Dear Joseph, If you do not believe money is the “mark” of the beast then you have not studied the two graphics on my website index: www.666isMONEY.com “No one buys or sells without the MONEY of the Beast on/in mind or hand.” Money is not necessarily of Satan. It appeared logical at the time but now we have an abundance and knowledge that money is unnecessary, superfluous, a stumblingblock. “666” = Nero Caesar, whose image appeared on the coins at the time revelation existed. (See the image on my website.) Joseph B wrote: You have been fooled by believing in anybody that states that a form of currency is of Satan. I believe that the greed for the money and the demoralizing in order to gain more money is, yes, of Satan. However, currency is just currency, money is not 666. Date: Fri, 9 Jul 2004 08:32:50 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: Good to meet you To: “Ken W” Dear Ken, Your project is beyond my expertise in subject matter: I do not even know who Jerry Bruckheimer is. I have to focus on only a few BIG lies our government/culture/media perpetrates. I believe is keeping it simple and terse. The major stumblingblock is Money. I think the $ystem will collapse within 10 years when oil runs low and price skyrockets. Money will become useless and people will have to get back into harmony with Nature/God. Best wishes on your projects. Peace & Love, Raquel. Ken W wrote: Man I agree with the majority, if not all of your statements. I feel that this current preditory- capatalist-system is killing (financially, as well as morally) so many of the people around us. I, myself, am one of these multitudes, as are most of my friends/relatives. I am writing down a shit rain on the establishment at this time for anyone I find willing to print my words. Most of what I’m writing at this time concerns the various misuses of the U.S. Intelligence community- i.e.: the defense department’s sponsorship of propaganda in the mainstream media via Jerry Bruckheimer, as well as the sacrifice of D.C.I George Tenent and its implications. More importantly, I’m working on a book called FOLCRUM: A COUNTER-POINT TO MIS-AMERICA. This book is designed to outline the lives of down-trodden Americans in this day and age. Some of the featured groups I’m interviewing are those who have been run through the penal system (including those who are still in it.), those who have been stomped on by the medical-pharmaceutical industry, and of course those ridiculously persecuted users of psychotropic substances, etc... All basic points that seem to fit in with our shared ideologies. Yes, now to the point. I would be honored in having you as a co-collaborator in this project. If this is something you are interested in please respond at your convenience. If not, O.k. -- M.Hodai Date: Tue, 5 Oct 2004 08:50:16 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: 666isMONEY.com To: “LAURENCE P” Dear Laurence, I have no idea what you’re talking about. On my program I said Kerry is a lesser of two evils. Check out my website, I don’t support the Jewish-Masonic agenda. Moreover, I am not a racist, I have dated (kissed etc.) persons of any race (black, Mexican, Jew, Native American) -- looking into their souls rather than at their skin-color or pocketbook. Raquel, Priestess of Peace & Love LAURENCE P wrote: FUCK YOUR MASONARY BULLSHIT IT’S JUST ANOTHER WAY OF WORKING THE RACIST MACHINE ,.. YOU KNOW THE FUCK JEW APPROACH TO EVERYTHING , PLEASE BE MORE ORIGINAL ... MUSTAPHA GUY IS JUST ANOTHER PUPPET IN THE RACE HATRED MACHINE ... Date: Thu, 23 Dec 2004 20:37:07 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: OH......MY........GOD !!! To: “LINDA H” The World is crazier than I am. LINDA H wrote: Could you possibly be any crazier? Date: Wed, 29 Sep 2004 12:47:28 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: very cool To: Madd My drug of choice is LSD. I miss the daze of $1 doses and now it is not even available here in Tucson. As for mescaline: even though I live less than 100 miles from the Peyote Church, I have not ventured to go. Back in high school I allegedly took synthetic mescaline, but an expert told me that I would have needed to take three large capsules to get a dose. The capsule was large (we called them horse capsules) and I did get high and enjoyed it. Never tried shrooms either except for the amanita muscaria, which grows in the mountains here ... there may be still a few left, they form after the summer rains in August. So for now, I get by with pretty good Mexican-grown pot and I plan to spend next summer in Amsterdam. After the feds busted those two men in Kansas with enough chemical to make 2 billion (BILLION) doses or those two women in SF ... my source for $1 doses vanished and I noticed a decline in creativity and hope for the future. -- Raquel MADD wrote: Liked your site. U mention a few names more then once though. What’s your take on mescaline? Date: Thu, 7 Oct 2004 22:47:46 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: mescal To: MADD Hey, I checked out your art. I love spacey trippy art and artists. What did you do while high? At the drug conference in Oaxaca one of the chemists there told me that the Mescaline I took in high school was probably LSD because if it were not, you would need to take three pills. I told him the pill was large—we called it a horse pill. Not far from Tucson is the Peyote Way Church but I never went there. I’m kind of stuck in Tucson remodeling a house I was renting to students but now want to live in myself. October is the best month to be in Tucson or San Diego (Del Mar). New York City is nice in the fall too. Love those Sycamore trees. Peace. MADD wrote: Raquel, Just tried some mescaline this weekend, loved it. Although it seemed much like LSD Date: Mon, 20 Jun 2005 10:51:48 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: abolish money! To: “Michael Dickinson” <mdickinson.at.kablonet.com.tr> Dickinson wrote an article about MONEY here: http://www.counterpunch.org/dickinson06162005.html Dear Michael, Nice article in CounterPunch. You probably already realize there was a coup d’etat in Dallas, November 22, 1963: http://www.666ismoney. com/JFKWEB.html (I too have censored advertisements.) Now maybe I can convince you to write an article about the Holohoax. The best, short downloadable book on the subject is called, “Giant with feet of clay,” by Jurgan Graf: http://www.666ismoney.com/HolocaustAds.html http://vho.org/GB/Books/Giant/ Best wishes, Raquel. Date: Wed, 2 Mar 2005 18:22:14 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: 666 is Money To: “Neil” Dear Neil, Hating is not much fun. I don’t hate anyone. Jesus rebuked the Jews all the time and he was not an “anti-Semite”. I’m not praising Hitler, only pointing out that he got slandered, that Stalin really won the war and Hitler had some good ideas. WW2 was fought over $$$ and $ocialism. Peace & Love, Raquel. Neil wrote: Alright, enlighten me... I do think your website has some pretty cool articles. What I don’t get, however, is why you hate the Jews that much. Yes, they control the media, yes they purposely seek our pity, yes they created Hollywood, and yes they’re just as bad as Islam. But I don’t understand where all the hatred is coming from. The Holocaust not happening??? You guys haven’t proven anything, other than inane points that can be easily argued. And what the fuck is up with praising Hitler??? I’m getting the message that money is evil and that’s what stands in our way of achieving enlightenment. So, just how does idolizing Hitler and other such things bring us any closer? It’s all hatred- think! Now, I may be missing the entire point of this website- and I hope I am. One thing I can agree with is money is at the root of evil. So, don’t take this email as a letter from a pissed off reader. I do want to understand exactly where you’re coming from, since I do find your website to be unique, considering the fact that these writings aren’t commonly found on the Internet. So, when the time can be found, write me back and explain a little bit of the website’s history to me. Thanks for your time, Neil P.S. I do not wish for this letter to be made public. Date: Sun, 13 Mar 2005 05:55:35 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Guidance To: “Neo” Dear Neo, There’s a doctor in Philadelphia that performs eunuch surgery (castration) for $2000 but when I found out I could get a sex change in Thailand for $4500, I jumped at the chance and was there a month later. I wanted to “be a girl” since I was 5 years old. Then about 15 years ago the urge became strong but American/Canadian doctors would not perform the surgery without a psychiatrist. I was working on the psychiatrists but then fell into love with a female who I thought could cure me of my wanting to be a girl. So for ten years I forgot about the surgery but was reawakened while on a nude beach in Torry Pines, North of San Diego. A month later I was in Thailand. My only regret is that I didn’t do this sooner. I love dressing up with lots of makeup. If I was 20 years younger, I’d be working at a strip club. (I still fantasize about it.) I have zero desire for sex. Before, sex was constantly on my mind and I struggled with masturbation, which I hated. I also did not feel like having sex with women. On the beach in Torry Pines, I observed a woman having sex with a man and another woman, her friend, masturbating. I realized then that I wanted to be a girl. I told the Doctor in Thailand that I HATED this Thing. He said okay! Half year later, I went back to Thailand and had silicone breast implants. You can get both at the same time without any psychiatric evaluation (you have to make a good impression on the doctor) for $9000 my, how the price changed!!! http://www.pai.co.th/index.asp What level in school are you, what are your interests besides God? Do you like to smoke pot? Peace & Love, Raquel. Neo wrote: Greetings! I watched your show tonight and, as with the man who called, I agree that you have a great wealth of knowledge and have enlightened me. You are actually an answer to my prayer, because I too have read the verse of becoming a eunuch from Matthew and have given it a great deal of thought, especially around 2001, when I thought very strongly of becoming one. I have felt a strong calling from God in my life, and I have experienced a great deal of phenomenon. I have struggled with a love in my life lately for a woman in one of my classes, and because things have not worked out, and I believe that in part, God has guided me through this experience, it has reawaken this interest of mine in becoming a eunuch. Now much of my attention is diverted, and to some degree, I can’t seem to serve God on a level as much as one might argue that I should. On a physical level, do you still have desire? If so, how would you compare it now to before? I would like to hear from you. I was amazed to find out while doing research online that you are in Tucson as I am also in Tucson. Please keep my email private, as this is a very personnel issue for me. I’m curious to know, if I were more interested in becoming a eunuch, how you would recommend becoming so? I’m not sure you can just go to the Doctor and have the operation done. Do you know anyone else who has done so and what did they do? Thanks, Neo Date: Thu, 24 Mar 2005 07:47:12 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Peace & Love from Raquel To: “Neo” Dear Neo, I had tenants who were honors students who grew pot without my knowledge of it in a closet. Unfortunately, at the time I did not smoke., It is bad for your health. I prefer LSD but since the 1990’s there was a big LSD bust, who supplied 90% of the doses. We were getting them for $1/dose. Now, if you’re lucky, you can get a dose for $9. I have not had any since 1990. I like to play Scrabble but only play games with my mom & dad, my few friends don’t play games. I like music though and would love to manage a band that played inspirational, artistic, progressive music. I think I would be a good conductor. I’d like to learn to sing and like to dance. My sister has PhD in pharmacy she obtained at U. Colorado in Denver but she did not like experimenting on animals and now works for a software company in Oakland, CA. She is married to one of the smartest guys I ever met. He can type like 300 words per minute—doesn’t need a tape recorder during lectures to get it all down. He has PhD and law degree. He also sees the absurdity of money but I have not really ever had a talk with him. What do you like to write about. Do you write songs? My Scrabble board is missing a few pieces. Are you athletic, healthy, love the outdoors, tranquility? I can play chess but not very good because I don’t like to think about meaningless things like that. What I do with my land and tax-lien business is like a Monopoly game for me and I’m getting tired of it. Last week I got a letter from the Eloy police department telling me to clean up weeds on one of my lots, which I did. Unfortunately I have another lot that need cleaning in Eloy but it is not in a very good neighborhood so maybe they won’t bother me. I have to go to Florence AZ and clean up a lot with an old mobile home. Got to get a chain saw from Sears to cut up a tree that died plus lots of junk the former tenant/.owner/trespasser left there. Today I’m going to Avra Valley to check out two 10 acre lots I’ve never looked at except on maps and aerial views. I might want to live there or at least hide out. My mom and dad are visiting from Illinois. Did you go anywhere for spring vacation? What do you plan to do for summer? I’m planning on a trip to San Francisco for a drug conference during Memorial Day weekend. Maybe I’ll have to rent a car if I can’t get one of my vehicles running satisfactorily Peace & Love, Raquel. Neo wrote: Dear Raquel, Thanks for your reply. “What level in school are you, what are your interests besides God? Do you like to smoke pot?’ I’m a year and a half to graduation at UofA, studying pharmacy and business. Some of my interests include piano, guitar, painting, singing, writing, and computers. I have smoked pot in the past and had a number of good experiences but I’m not smoking now, partially because I need to maintain a job (unfortunately I can’t turn rocks into bread, I don’t have any land for a garden or livestock, so I still have to work, or serve the beast) and because it impairs my memory to some degree. Do you play chess or any other interesting games? -- Neo... Date: Sat, 25 Dec 2004 14:28:36 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Money is the DEVIL! To: “Renzo” These are the most common questions I’m asked. I need to make a page I can simply cut and paste from: Basically, when there’s an abundance there’s no need to divvy and hoard. Half the people employed in America are paper pushers, not creating/producing anything. We need to enlighten people about the practicality of eliminating money then do it. Money is a form of slavery, superfluous a stumblingblock, a temptation. For civilization to evolve we must eliminate money. If we don’t voluntarily eliminate it, it will eliminate its self, I believe the shit will hit the fan when the demand for oil outstrips supply soon, like in 2007: http://npg.org/forum_series/fall04forum.html Renzo wrote: Hey there! I just came from briefly looking at your site, and I have some comments, though I will not be rude at all. Promise. Money does indeed feed evil. People kill for money, people also die for money, ect ect ect. Yet, much money is also spent for the well being of humanity. Though there is an alarming number of evil people, there are also just as many good. Have you never heard of the walk for live, or any such fundraiser or any of these events? People spend money to search for a cure on cancer, AIDS, and other such horrible disease. We use money for good. Now, aside from that, how on Earth do you expect someone to live without money? You can’t buy food with seashells, my friend. And you may say hunt and gather, which would be alright, but what about those who can’ t? What about those who DIE from lack of money? And lastly, how do you keep your website up? You pay for the domain name, my friend. I hope I didn’t come off as rude, and I await your reply! Thanks! See you! -- Shawn Date: Sat, 5 Nov 2005 06:41:43 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Hi Beautiful To: “Rosa K” Dear Rosa & Mimi: Thanks. Next show I’m gonna fix the phones so they don’t feedback. I dislike being around negative people too. My best friend (like a sister to me) is the most negative, depressed person I ever met but she has so much potential. Unfortunately she needs an extreme makeover the worst part being her teeth. I think I’m gonna fix her up at any cost. Her dentist says it will cost $6000 but I don’t think it will last: if one tooth goes out her bridges etc., will have to be reconfigured and she’s not ready to accept dentures even though I’ve seen numerous smiles with perfect false teeth—almost too perfect that I even complemented them! She used to be so hot especially in a size 5 mini she brings tears to my eyes (even now) looking at her from behind or just thinking about it. Her health is pretty bad too and can’t party because she is always fatigued (depressed, negative). All she ever talks about is how bad she feels! Last night I was kind of beat from two weeks of hard partying/dancing and disillusioned because I lost my virginity on Hollowenie morning at 3:33AM. I’m wondering what direction I will go now and whether I lost my innocents (I don’t think so). I think my direction now will be to explore new sex techniques. There are two gay guys that like me that I can experiment with!? Peace, Love & Compassion, Raquel. Rosa K wrote: Hey Raquel, I’m sick and tired of the negative people calling your show to spread their disease. I think you are beautiful and I enjoy watching your show. Keep being yourself and do not let the brainwashed get you down. Much love, Rosa and Mimi Date: Thu, 23 Dec 2004 19:15:53 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Dude, WTF To: Shaman The proof is in the Liddell-Scott Greek English Lexicon near the bottom of my webpage: www.666isMONEY. com Shaman wrote: Mark of the Beast is MONEY This looks like you fucking wrote three 6’s on George Washington’s head, and just drew all over the back of the dollar bill. If this is the best proof you have, it is horrible... Date: Sat, 4 Sep 2004 18:14:18 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: MORE ON THE HOLOCAUST!! To: “Slip 666” It is a good student essay. I can imagine how a person would feel after reading it for the first time. The author could mention that there is no forensic evidence for 6,000,000 in gas chambers with louse disinfestant and diesel exhaust etc., it is all based on lies by malicious alleged eyewitnesses and tortured “confessors”. -- Raquel. Slip666 wrote: http://www.cwrl.utexas.edu/~syverson/309- spring96/studentwork/project1/curtiss/THE_HOLOCAUST_NEVER_HA_377.html YOU GOTTA READ THIS!! Date: Sat, 4 Sep 2004 18:39:08 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: Please Air This! To: “Slip666” Slip666 wrote: I have some questions for you that I need to know cause I am bored as hell. 1. Will you ever cut your nails? Are you the same person who criticized me before for “dirty” nails? I like the feel of long nails and I do occasionally (three times a week or whenever necessary) manicure them. But I have not felt like painting them because the chemicals dry out your nails, smell bad and looks bad if you don’t maintain the polish or scratch it. 2. If your show is about 666 I think you should play some IRON MAIDEN more often. Cause I think “The Number of the Beast” from IRON MAIDEN’s Number of the Beast Album would be perfect for your show as well as some other songs. O and do you like IRON MAIDEN? I have not heard Iron Maiden or if I did I didn’t realize it. I didn’t listen to “headbanger” music until recently. I never could have told you the name of a Metallica song until recently and I’d be interested to know how their new Bass player fits in. (I think you answered this question below with your dislike of their new CD). If you make me a CD of songs you like, I will check it out. I wish I had a better CD collection or had highspeed download so I could download individual songs. I’ll sample some of Iron Maiden’s songs at Amazon.com. 3. And will you start taking calls more earlier and longer? Cause like I've tried a bunch of times but never got through because you talk to callers to long or stall with pictures when you say you are taking calls. Okay. I also have a habit of hitting only two of the call in numbers instead of all four. 4. Are you a NAZI? No but the National Socialist Program was pretty good for the German Worker. WW2 was fought over clashing socialistic systems (soviet-Socialist, British socialist and Roosevelt’s “New Deal” socialism): the Soviets and Jews won. Suggestion: Can you play some ROCK music that is more RECOGNIZABLE? Such as Metallica (NO STRANGER BULLSHIT), Iron Maiden (Perfect for your show), Pantera, and Megadeth and some others you might know. O by the way Megadeth’s new album is coming out Sept. 14 and it is called The System Has Failed for all you Megadeth fans out there. Please air my questions because some how I can never get through when I’m calling. Make a CD for me: no longer than 50 Minutes. I like some of the classic Metallica like enter sandman. I don’t know/recognize music by Pantera, Megadeath. I like the music played on KFMA (except the RAP music). PS: If you do air my questions please say the sender is Slipknot666 just don’t say it’s from YAHOO!. (I couldn’t get 666 cause some other bastard took it). Thanks Date: Wed, 2 Nov 2005 08:59:59 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Raquel To: WhiteVW Your girlfriend? WhiteVW wrote: Hi me and my friend think you are so hot. We see you dancing at IBT’s you dance so hot we want your pussy! Date: Wed, 2 Nov 2005 18:08:57 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Raquel To: WhiteVW If I go to IBT’s if will be late because I’m going to City Limits to hear PH8 at about 10PM. PH8 is the best Tucson band. They have a fast mosh pit plus a few angels dancing around. There will be two other bands after PH8 and I may stay for the second. I remember meeting someone with the name Paris Hilton. I did my own hair with sun-in. It’s like a spray of peroxide with soothing chemicals so it doesn’t dry out your hair. Then I fried my head in the hot sun for hours. Like to get naked in the back yard. Do you have a nice house? My house is being renovated so I’m sleeping on the floor in the tiny guesthouse. Peace, Love & Compassion, Raquel. WhiteVW wrote: Hi, Raquel I wanted to say I hope my friend and me see you out dancing tonight you are so hot and we love the way you dance. Raquel you are so beautiful who does your hair I want hair like yours and could you teach me how to do my make-up? See you tonight Raquel bye, Paris Hilton Date: Wed, 2 Nov 2005 18:14:48 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Raquel To: WhiteVW I run four miles a day for exercise and stamina. Dancing is exercise too. First I have to have a few drinks and a smoke of pot (I prefer LSD) to loosen up then pick up the rhythm. When I run rhythm and interesting thoughts fill my mind. When I dance I like to look at pretty girls (angels). Another club I like to dance at is Heart 5. I went there last night for hip-hop. I don’t like listening to hip-hop but it was fun to dance to. I love Paris Hilton’s attitude. Love is all there is! -- Paris. WhiteVW wrote: We are going to come see you tonight at IBT’s we love the way you dance can you teach us how to dance like you Raquel. You remind us of Paris Hilton can we call you Paris when we are at the club? Let me no see you tonight bye, Paris Hilton!! Date: Wed, 2 Nov 2005 18:20:19 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Raquel To: WhiteVW Just found out PH8 will be playing at 11:30 so I’ll go to IBT’s for an hour from around 10pm. GoddessBlessed, Paris. WhiteVW wrote: Hi, Raquel I wanted to say I hope my friend and me see you out dancing tonight you are so hot and we love the way you dance. Raquel you are so beautiful who does your hair I want hair like yours and could you teach me how to do my make-up? See you tonight Raquel bye, Paris Hilton Date: Thu, 3 Nov 2005 12:52:34 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Raquel To: WhiteVW Paris Hilton, I left before the drag show ended. Someone was calling my name but it wasn’t anyone I knew so I did not respond. Went to hear PH8 and almost got thrown out of the bar because some stupid bouncers thought I was drunk but I talked to the manager. I’ve been 86ed from Maloney’s probably because some stupid pussys complained about me in the women’s bathroom. I don’t smile at the girls in there like other women do but the bouncer and manager said I was drunk and since I don’t really like going there I did not argue with them very well. I also got kicked out of Curves probably because they don’t like the way I look but they said I was drunk once when it was really crowded and I could not find a place to sit down (should have accepted their offer at the door to seat me). After PH8 I returned around 12:15 to IBT’s but it was not happening so I ended up at Heart 5 for the rest of the night or until the band finished playing. I wish IBT’s was as nice/clean as Heart 5. Peace & Love, Raquel. WhiteVW wrote: Hey, My friend and me saw you tonight we saw you leave and were disappointed we wanted to dance with you! When will you be going out again? We loved your little mini skirt you were wearing oh my god you look like Paris Hilton you are so beautiful!!! Night, Paris Hilton Date: Sat, 5 Nov 2005 07:51:01 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Raquel To: WhiteVW Hey, I lost my virginity on Hollowenie and now I’d like to experiment with different sexual positions/techniques. Unfortunately, as I wrote previously, I’m renovating my house and sleeping on the floor of the guesthouse. Do you have a clean large bed? Also how thick/big is/are your cock(s)? Do either of you have any STD’s? Are you both physically fit? Do you like to smoke pot? Peace, Love & Compassion, Raquel. WhiteVW wrote: Hey, My friend and me saw you tonight we saw you leave and were disappointed we wanted to dance with you! When will you be going out again? We loved your little mini skirt you were wearing oh my god you look like Paris Hilton you are so beautiful!!! Night, Paris Hilton Date: Sat, 5 Nov 2005 17:27:46 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Raquel To: WhiteVW I might go out tonight PH8 is playing at the rock. ***Saturday - 5th - Tucson - The Rock - 11:30pm - Info on the show - ALL AGES (Other bands are playing too.) So you are the Paris Hilton I danced with before!? I don’t need an extra bed but to share one with you. I’m renovating my house and sleeping on the floor in the guesthouse. Sorry, I can’t take two big cocks in the ass. But maybe a small one in the front and back. (I had a sex change.) I’m still kind of sad from losing my virginity on Hollowenie. Peace & Love, Raquel or Paris to you! WhiteVW wrote: Hi: No sorry no extra bed here I live in a 10 room house in the foothills gated community of The Country Club in Tucson. My friend and me don’t have real dicks we use strap on’s. Can you take 2 big cocks up your ass at the same time. Gosh you are so beautiful I wish we could look like you Paris I mean Raquel are you going out tonight? bye for now Paris Hilton Date: Sat, 5 Nov 2005 18:15:34 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Paris Tonight To: WhiteVW Okay, I’m psyched to get over it tonight. I plan to go to IBT’s at ten then leave at around eleven to hear Ph8. Ph8 is probably the best band in Tucson. They play heavy metal with a mosh pit but you can dance away from them. Last time they played a couple nights ago the singer said I was the funkiest dancer he ever saw. And the bouncers tried to throw me out before the show started because they thought I was drunk! The manager was cool though. Ph8 is HIGH energy/insanity. The second or third best band, Chango Malo (sounds like Santana) is playing at Plush (11:45) with two other bands from out of state. Sometimes at Plush there is no room to dance. The best place to dance is to the right of the stage by the doors of the patio (you get a cool breeze too). http://www.plushtucson. com/new/upcoming_shows.asp#1161 I almost bought a white Scion Xb but decided on a white Kia minivan with all the options instead because it has more room and I like taking road trips. See ya!? I’m gonna wear a pink miniskirt. The kind Paris would wear to a riot. Peace & Love, Your Paris WhiteVW wrote: Hi: No sorry no extra bed here I live in a 10 room house in the foothills gated community of The Country Club in Tucson. My friend and me don’t have real dicks we use strap on’s. Can you take 2 big cocks up your ass at the same time. Gosh you are so beautiful I wish we could look like you Paris I mean Raquel are you going out tonight? bye for now Paris Hilton Date: Mon, 7 Nov 2005 13:20:45 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Paris Hilton To: WhiteVW High Paris Hilton, Oh yes, I’m going out this weekend but have no plans yet. Last night I went to the Rialto Theater for the All Souls Afterparty. Lots of lovely girls dancing there including a few erotic topless shows, female masturbation and bellydancers! There was also a petite high-energy dancer dressed in a tiger outfit I enjoyed watching. Ended the night at IBT's—there was almost no one there. Dancing is exercise for me. On Sundays I don’t run four miles so I like to dance hard. Fortunately I don’t have to work but I am going to “volunteer” to work in the polls tomorrow—they pay me $150 to supervise a precinct for 12 hours—have to wake up at 4AM! That guy is one of my fans. The night I wore the pink skirt a bouncer/doorman at Plush wasn’t going to let me in “because someone told me not to let ‘him’ [me] in.” I told him, “I’m not a him” and, “Let me talk to the manager.” The manager was a good-looking hippy with a beard. I smiled at him and he told the bouncer no one said anything to him about me so I thanked him and went in. People either love me, ignore me or hate me. Peace & Love, Raquel WhiteVW wrote: Hey it’s Paris Hilton. I saw you in your Pink Mini Skirt on the weekend. My god you looked like Paris Hilton’s Twin!! I saw you dancing with that guy I bet he wanted to take you home and pop you all night!! And your hair looked so beautiful are you going out this next weekend? Let me no, Paris Hilton Date: Sat, 5 Nov 2005 06:45:20 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Way to go! To: “T.R.C.” Dear T: Thanks. One of my thoughts when I had sex change surgery was to prove you don’t have to have balls to have balls! Peace, Love & Compassion, Raquel. “T.R.C.” wrote: Hello Raquel, Thought I would drop you a line, let you know that I think you really express the spirit of activism, My family and I tune in occasionally and although do not agree with you all the time (I wrote you several e mails regarding the holocaust) But you appear to really value your individuality and in this form caste world, that really takes balls, anyways I hope you keep it up! Date: Sun, 23 Jan 2005 06:12:18 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: hello To: Vampire Dear Vamp, Are you a virgin? http://www.666ismoney.com/CensoredAds.html Do you like Thai food (vegetarian) and smoking pot? Peace & Love, Raquel. Vampire wrote: I've read over you site and I must say I am intuiged. I'm a fellow Tucson native and the son of a southern Baptist preacher. My upbringing has lead me to many beliefs..and through my own studies some of my questions have been answered and others have not. if you would care to chat sometime I would indeed enjoy the conversation. Date: Sun, 23 Jan 2005 15:32:05 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: hello To: Vampire Yes, I’m a virgin and intend to stay that way. Do you like to go hiking? If so we could go on a hike (Finger Rock trail at the end of Alvernon), smoke some pot and then go for Thai food at Speedway & Tucson Blvd.) I have a lousy, unsafe car. How about you? Vampire wrote: no I’m not a virgin........I do love Thai food(I grew up in a boarding school with 2 Thai roommates and myself sharing a room) and of course I love to smoke pot :) .....and you? Date: Sun, 23 Jan 2005 23:23:08 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Sex vs Love To: Vampire Sexual energy is a heavy trip. If you want to go hiking during the week—except Friday because I have to prepare for the show or help a friend with his show on alternate Fridays—let me know. Right now, I’m not really doing anything because the days are too short and cold. I’ve been remodeling a house to live in but don’t like to get dirty AND cold so I’m waiting until March to resume. It’s mostly just plastering, sheetrock, replacing floorboards and painting inside and out! Vampire wrote: that sounds like fun:) yes my car works fine hehe...I’m a little short on money at the moment though until I get paid Friday so I might not be very fun to hang out with until then:( That is very cool that you have kept your virginity...are you completely non sexual...or do you just not have intercourse? Date: Mon, 24 Jan 2005 15:55:48 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: No Phone To: Vampire No, phones are no fun. I prefer email to phone. Vampire wrote: also..would you possibly want to speak on the phone? my number is xxx-xxxx Date: Mon, 24 Jan 2005 16:11:25 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Psychedelics To: Vampire Its been about ten years since LSD was $1/per hit and the BIG bust caused LSD drought but I read that it is making a comeback but at $5/dose: http://www.bluelight.nu/vb/showthread.php?s=&postid=2660515#post2660515 This summer I’m gonna make a pilgrimage to lots of concerts (Rush, Grateful Dead, String Cheese, Bonnaroo?) and to BurningMan, Vancouver BC and Amsterdam, Holland to find ‘Cid. Vampire wrote: that’s cool..also if you just wanna smoke out together and chat sometime I would be fine with that too...if you don’t feel like hiking or whatever. I noticed on your page you like lsd. When was the last time you dropped? for me it’s been awhile although mushrooms more recently Date: Tue, 25 Jan 2005 06:12:18 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: No Phone To: Vampire Okay, where and when? If it was sunny and warm we could smoke in my back yard. Are you the type of vampire that likes to suck sperm? Tuesday 7AM Vampire wrote: that’s cool..would you like to smoke a bowl with me tonight? I don’t have any plans Date: Tue, 25 Jan 2005 09:24:56 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: oh by the way To: Vampire No, I don’t play music. I played flute in high school and have an “ear” for it. I also like to listen to music and dance. I went to Curves on Oracle a few months ago to watch the girls dance but they didn’t play good music or know how to dance. Maybe I went at a bad time (an hour or two before closing.) I wonder if any of the other clubs are any better? Club Crawl (where they closed off Congress Street last summer) was fun. I listened to Ph8. The mosh pit was insane. Rush and Yes are my two favorite bands. My latest favorite song is the live version of “Don’t Fear the Reaper” by Blue Oyster Cult with a ripping guitar solo. For my cable TV show I make a 50-minute CD for background music. Vampire wrote: just curious...are you a musician at all? I was wondering because I myself have played the guitar and bass for almost 20 years. music is the biggest part of my life. just curious about you:) Date: Tue, 25 Jan 2005 09:44:35 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Getting Together To: Vampire Cool. I live between speedway and grant east of Euclid but maybe we should meet somewhere first. Today I plan to go shopping. (New jogging shorts, pick up a parcel from Tucson Mall and some supplies from Home Depot.) My feet run four miles per day and big toenails are permanently ruined from hiking in small shoes. I hardly ever go anywhere. It’s hard to get me out of the house. And I don’t like to entertain people here. (I’m fixing up the main house and living in the guesthouse.) I’m afraid if I meet you here there will be trouble. It’s hard to explain but I’m very sensitive to vibes and I give off vibes that drives people crazy. There has to be more of a reason to get together than smoking pot and talking philosophy/religion or having fun. Vampire wrote: sure your backyard sounds fine to me. I'm home all day today and I am not busy so if you would like to day that I’m sure it could be fun. What side of town are you? hmmm do I suck sperm? if you mean “oral sex” by sucking sperm...then yes I do love to perform oral sex. I am attracted to women’s feet and I prefer them to intercourse... in fact I would prefer total non- intercourse relationships. hard to explain without making myself sound too weird but its true Date: Sun, 20 Feb 2005 22:57:16 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: hey again To: Vampire Dear Vamp, I forgot, you like to play guitar but do you play in clubs? Do you have a band? What kind of music do you like? Do you have lots of CD’s. -- Raquel. Vampire wrote: I know that we had decided to communicate online, but talking to you got me thinking I would really enjoy a trip again.. so if you ever hear of anything please stay in touch with me. I have things on my mind I would like to explore in an altered state.. I’m sure you can appreciate this Date: Sun, 20 Feb 2005 23:55:17 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: hey again To: Vampire I’m doing pretty well. Getting over the Holydaze was pretty hard as my B-day is the day before X-mas and I hate getting old but I’m rebounding higher than ever before. This summer I expect to find Cid. I never understood why people liked Thomson. I thought I could write better than him. How about rockin’, smokin’ dance music, like RUSH or YES or the live version of “The Reaper” by Blue Oyster Cult? I’m listening to the extended version of Lovesong by the Cure. Didn’t someone else recently cover that song or is it another version by Cure I’m thinking of? Got to get to bed it’s almost 1AM Peace & Love, Raquel. Vampire wrote: I play mainly blues/classic rock alternative and jazz. I have played with a smooth jazz group here in town several times at the casinos. my alternative band plays in phx during spring/summer. As far as music I like, my favorite bands and artists are all over...my fave bands have been the smiths and the cure as my all time faves....then various jazz virtuoso guitarists like al di meola, frank gambale. I love all types of world music, any form of jazz, electronic, bluegrass, flamenco etc. shame about Mr. Thompson eh? wouldn’t it be great to take a trip in the honor of this right now. Alas a bong hit is all I can come up with in this dry town hehe. Great to hear from you again how are you doing? Date: Sat, 26 Feb 2005 06:51:26 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: hey hey To: Vampire Dear Vamp, I read on Bluelight that E sells for about $4/dose in Ireland whereas it is $20 here in the $tates. I’ve never done it before have you? I’ve never done Shrooms before either. I’d like to know how to grow them. If you ever get some and want to go to a concert or on a hike, let me know. This summer I’m planning excursions, expeditions. Have you ever been to a Rainbow gathering or the BurningMan? I’ve been to the former but not the latter. This summer . . . Peace & Love, Raquel. Vampire wrote: any chance you know of some mushrooms going around? if you have any info that would be great! by the way I read that thing on your site about Bluelight...those guys are such hypocrites! Date: Sun, 27 Feb 2005 05:33:09 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: hey hey To: Vampire Hey, Have you been to England? The last Rainbow Gathering in N. California was kind of disappointing: not many people and no LSD. However, the setting was pretty good. I never would have gone there except to the gathering. I took lots of photos. The other one I went to in Arizona a few years ago was really good. Lots of ‘cid. There was a “mad doser” going around dosing people and on the 4th of July several women went through the crowd dosing everyone with an eyedropper. Unfortunately, during that time I was not smoking pot or tripping. I think the Rainbow Gatherings have become old. I’ve never been to BurningMan but from what I’ve read, they keep getting better. I plan on taking a month vacation this summer to attend the BruningMan and the MindStates conference: www.mindstates.org The question is: how will I go. I have a 1977 (maybe it’s 1980) Toyota Chinook camper but I’m afraid to drive it because I don’t know how to fix it. I can fix my 1977 Honda and 1970 VW bus but the Toyota has all this pollution crap. Right now, there’s a problem with the carburetor. I think the choke is defective because it is hard to start, it requires starter fluid unless I hold the choke closed and when I tried to adjust the choke it would not adjust and I don’t know mechanic I can trust to work on it. However, if I make a BIG land sale soon, I can afford a new car. I like the Scion xb. It’s like a big box. Like the Honda Element but 1000lbs lighter and 10mpg more and several $1000 less. Plus, you can get it with an awesome stereo. I’d like to custom make a backseat bed for two. On the trip to the rainbow gathering last summer I rented a Chrysler PT Cruiser, which was fun (but it smelled bad from the previous renter). The back seat was flat and wide. I could crash in the backseat with no problem, the back hatch opened all the way and I could set up a Coleman stove and organize everything but it was only a one-person operation. The front seat folded down so you could use it for a table. Peace & Love, Raquel. Vampire wrote: yes I have done plenty of E back in the day and it is true about the price difference from Europe as that is where most of it is made...England is even cheaper than Ireland where pills are anywhere from US 72 cents to a dollar fifty. I'll definitely let you know if I find something and I would love to experience a rainbow gathering and burning man:) Date: Mon, 28 Feb 2005 06:26:45 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: ps.... To: Vampire I don’t know and don’t know what Messenger is etc. is it like live chat? I don’t have much to say. I’m REALLY concerned about Babylon falling. yesterday in the New York Times there was an article about MANY rich people from the Netherlands leaving to Australia, New Zealand and Canada because they don’t like all the Moslem immigrants, who bring crime. I did not know they were criminals! Also, one of my friends revealed to me that she too has been insulted by vulgar Mexicans who grab their cocks right in front of you. I wonder if the do this to Mexican Girls too? Vampire wrote: do you use any form of messenger? I have several including yahoo, aim, and msn....if you would ever like to communicate that way please let me know Date: Thu, 27 May 2004 10:46:06 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: ... To: “Vincent E” Dear Vincent, Jesus said (and I agree): “You can’t serve God & Money, you’ll either love the one and hate the other” ... but the Pharisees, who loved money, heard all this and scoffed.—Luke 16. You either Love money or hate it, no indifference. Money is a tool for fools to exploit people, it is unnecessary, a stumblingblock. etc. I’d say the majority of people could function without money & laws. During the transition, we will need to educate our children and set an example. Best Wishes, Raquel. Vincent E wrote: By the way.....my name is Vincent. Oh...and something else, your website makes a common mistake about money being the root of all evil. It’s actually the LOVE of it that is the root of evil. That was something that my father was very careful to make me understand. Money is simply a tool that is necessary to survive because people can’t handle the simplicity of “doing unto others”. Were it for that, we wouldn’t need money. Or police. Or government. Or military. Date: Thu, 27 May 2004 11:18:43 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: Palestinians To: “Vincent E” Vincent E wrote: Please. Holocaust denial? Yes, check out the facts, don’t be ignorant/naive! This isn’t hate mail.....but come on. Are you a racist? No. Jews are NOT a race but a religion. (I think I “hate”/despise “Christians” more than Jews.) You mentioned on your show that the Arab peoples are doing these things because of the Palestinians. The people we are calling Palestinians are simply Arab people. They are descendants of refugees that were advised to leave by the Arab countries led by Egypt because they were planning on attacking Israel since they had been granted Independence. They were fleeing Israeli terror and getting out of the way, they are refugees from war. They are from all over the region. Many were actually Jewish Arabs. Their Arab neighbors could care less about them other than they give them reason to behave as they do. Do you see any Arab nations rallying armies to liberate the Palestinians? Saddam Hussein had an Army General and platoon dedicated to liberating Palestine. Saddam supported the freedom fighters in Palestine financially. Egypt and Hezbollah rallied armies too. No....because they only want to use them. In fact, they make jokes that are derogatory towards the so-called Palestinians. They have nothing but contempt for them because they don’t have any connections with Arab royalty. The bottom line is hatred. Racial hatred. Jews hate the stupid Goium. I think all religions are irrational/stupid: Christian, Jew and Moslem. The Arabs love hating the Israelis more than they love themselves or their children. I won’t justify the actions of Israel other than what’s done is done. For whatever reason they live there is irrelevant. The reason why they have more than they originally had is because they won it during the process of defending themselves. They stole it. Israel has no right to exist. UN had no right to create ‘Israel’ only a Messiah can establish Israel, without bullets, barbed wire and bullshit. Besides, the Arabs don’t care really about real estate. They just want ALL Jews to die. Period. The Israelis historically offered to allow the refugees to live productive lives within the borders but the people are so fickle they allow themselves to be used by idealists and now they are called “occupied”. This continues on today. People with allot of money that comes from oil reserves because of their connection with royalty feel they need to do something for the cause while they live the isolated lives in opulence. They indifferently pump money into organizations that will do anything to bring on the destruction of everyone that doesn’t share their views on the Koran. It was warned biblically that these people would never get along with their Jewish neighbors. You say that the Jews weren’t really decimated, but there isn’t anything new under the sun. Antiochus Epiphanes was just as dedicated to their slaughter. Many have followed. If you had billions......how far would you take your contempt? When you relieve yourself of any reason to care for the lives of people, it’s not that big a step to consider destroying them if your unreasonable hatred is strong enough. People like you only exasperate that event. If the Israelis didn’t retaliate for the bombings then the terrorists would kill Palestinians just to keep their cause strong. You’re imagining awful things, mythology. I have spent allot of time in these countries and I can say that for the most part these people could really care less about Israel or America. Like any country in the world, you have the 99% people who really don’t care all that much for anything but enjoying the fruits of their labor and reveling in their children. They are also very spoiled people. They don’t really produce anything of benefit to the world. They lucked out with the oil and the only reason they don’t hold the world hostage is because they know it would mean their destruction. And the only reason they could hold the world hostage is because we are too spoiled and greedy to give up gas powered vehicles. Their labor force is largely from third world countries. It is a form of legal slavery. Their culture is ancient and they are perfectly happy that it stays that way. They import everything and export little other than oil. They do little for their own infrastructure and don’t care. They would simply loot and destroy everything within the borders of Israel. They would brutalize every man, woman and child. All because someone told them that is what is expected of them as good Muslims.....oh and if they don’t they die at the hands of that 1%, of course. Bin Laden oppresses the Plutocrats in the Middle East. His reasons for bombing the heart of Babylon (world trade center) and Moloch (Pentagon) was because of our support for Israel and Saudi Arabian plutocrats. Your show is a perfect example of the freedoms in this country that will soon be at an end. That is sad. Not because you have all that much insight or input.....The Beatles and LSD are certainly not going to change anything. It’s already been tried. If the Beatles came back from the dead they wouldn’t close airports and cities down anymore. No one is experimenting with freedom anymore. Pol Pot and Libya’s Qaddafi, who believe in eliminating money tried and was slandered. No one is expanding their mind, they are just getting trashed. LSD has been eliminated by the US government cracking down on people who purchase the precursor chemicals. No one is having fee love, they are just copulating. Agree. No one Loves anymore. People are already pretty sure that nothing can be changed. John Lennon loved peace and he was executed. Right, I believe he was assassinated by a hypnotized, brainwashed patsy, like Martin Luther King, JFK and RFK. Lennon was starting to get his life in order and getting radical. Money is the ruler and you have none. Therefore, you are powerless. You might of thought you could make some difference, but I suspect you are learning the opposite. There is no option but to wait for the inevitable. Our nation’s leadership grows more boldly totalitarian every year. One day they will simply step in for your own good and take complete control. Agree: but I have hope. I realize that I have not saved the world yet because I was not fully prepared by God to do it. I’m still learning. It isn’t about money, ultimately. Yes it is about Money. It’s about moral decay and America has decayed faster than anyone in history. The common practices in big business today is to screw you out of your money....legally. There, you admit it. Hire experts to figure out how to navigate the maze of the constitution and if it doesn’t suit us....we’ll just change it or re-interpret it. This is considered good business. Innovative. We are corrupt from that level up to and beyond the White House. This country is screwed. 6 ounces of Coke costs 2.00 in a movie theater because you don’t have a choice. It’s an insult that just gets accepted and I think it perfectly reflects the gist of the American dream today. There is never going to be a decent candidate for President or any other office because it is a profession now. Only the rich can participate and the rich only want to get richer. . I could go on and on. MONEY, MONEY, MONEY! No. You are wasting your time. Better to just get high if that is your thing and find something that brings you joy. Enjoy what is left of your freedom instead of trying to paint it on the walls because it will just get painted over by the graffiti. Soon all reason will be replaced by the old standard “only the strong survive” and since there is strength in numbers....particularly violent numbers, which I am guessing you are not, you will find that this country will be locked in a struggle over who will rule. The Crips....or the Bloods. When money is abolished or Babylon falls, people will realize that Money is unnecessary and violence is not necessary either. Are you willing to be a slave or will you die resisting? Best Wishes, Peace & Love, Raquel. Date: Mon, 5 Dec 2005 15:03:26 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Using Your Artwork: Album Cover To: “Willie Hickson” <williehickson.at.hotmail.com> Waaaaaaaay Cool. My artwork is public domain. Willie Hickson <williehickson.at.hotmail.com> wrote: hello, my name is Willie Hickson and I’m the CEO of extreme entertainment. extreme entertainment is embarking in a once in a millennia event. every one thousand years a special date comes up; this date is June 6, 2006 for this millennia. can you guess the significance of this date? well, extreme entertainment has a production in the works called the 666 album. this album has famous 80’s rock bands who yell, scream and shout out devil and the number of the beast. your artwork has been selected for use as our album cover, because it fit’s our theme. extreme entertainment asks your permission to show this beautiful artwork of yours in our production. extreme entertainment is a new production company that is striving to make a name for itself as a music label in the future. created in the summer of 2005, we have worked on philanthropic projects and plan to do more as we grow. as satanic as the “666” album may sound, we actually hope to bring out a hidden holy message. people are concerned about the future of things, government, world politics, etc and because of recent events and new term has come into everyone’s vocabulary; I’m sure you’ve heard of it or even said it yourself, this new term is “the end times”. the content on the production CD, will educate audience on what to look out for and what this beastly mark may look like and where it can be found or may be placed, but of course, if you have read revelations, you damn well know where these items will be placed! we wanted put out something different for the 21st century, and we hope your artwork is apart of this history. of course this endeavor does have it fringe benefits. you will get an advance copy of the CD, we are marketing a store release date of well, you guess it, June 6, 2006. by the way, our website is in the works. thank you and we hope to hear from you soon. willie:) C.E.O. Extreme Entertainment PH: 718.231.9130 email: williehickson.at.hotmail.com & williehickson.at.gmail.com Date: Mon, 20 Oct 2003 21:29:11 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Abolish Money To: asklarouche.at.larouchein2004.com Dear Lyndon Larouche, 1. Aren’t your plans to build high-speed rail links to all the continents grandiose plans? Shipping is more efficient. What is so important that has to be shipped by rail and not ship? Who would ride the rails through Canada and Siberia or through Mexico to South America?! 2. Do you really believe 6,000,000 Jews were exterminated with louse disinfestant and diesel exhaust and that a corpse can be cremated in 20 minutes with 3kg of coke as alleged by malicious “witnesses”? The so-called gas chambers and 6,000,000 was Communist propaganda exploited by the Zionists to extort billions from Germany and America. 3. Production has reached a stage where money is superfluous except to the bankesters who enslave us. Date: Tue, 4 Oct 2005 09:15:26 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: Honestly not sure if your a fruitloop? To: “brtc” Adolph has been slandered. He was really no worse than Clinton, Bush or Nixon. Certainly better than Stalin. I think Adolph would have tried to cure me with prostitutes or sex change. I read a book called Pink Triangle about Nazi opposition to Homosexuals. The Jews and Gypsies were the hippies and “niggers” of Europe. Even General George Patton was disgusted with the East Euopean Jews. Even today no one wants the Gypsies in their country. Here’s a page on my website I updated yesterday: http://www.666ismoney.com/HolocaustAds.html brtc wrote: Raquel, you have some rather unorthodox opinions, but very well formed, pertaining to the holocaust and forensic evidence look at the corpse pits, the size of the Swiss accounts and the geographic density of Jewish and gypsy populations in Germany today! I believe it is also important to note that Adolph (may he burn in hell) would never allow you to live in his society Date: Sat, 8 Oct 2005 11:13:13 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: Re: Honestly not sure if your a fruitloop? To: brtc Funny you mention it. I’d love to go to North Korea. I’d like to influence Kim to produce LSD and MDMA. I read rumors that they are producing MDMA. I’d like to see why the people of that nation love him or if they fear him. If the people are really happy? Hitler was glorified my a majority of the German and Austrian population. My cousin was “mentally handicapped” (severely retarded) I went to visit him once and it was not a nice place back in the 1960’s. Are you against the death penalty? I am and I would not advocate killing my cousin but Hitler believed these people were a burden to the state. I suppose if the Catholic Church wanted to take care of them Hitler would have let them but maybe no one wanted them and they were a burden to the state. Back in the 1930’s a lot worse things were going on even in the US with the Tuscalousa Mississippi syphilis experiments on Negroes. Hitler was demonized and slandered because the plutocrats and Jews disliked him. brtc wrote: Adolph has also been glorified in the minds of people on the fringe of society, and regarding the “hippies and niggers” of Germany, I’m sorry THEY WERE JUST PEOPLE that Hitler and his sociopathic cronies deemed undesirable, Do you also feel this way regarding the mentally handicapped? Hitler killed as many of them as he could as well, or just how about those who disagreed with him? oh and Hitler would have loved to have a population base as large as Russia’s I believe he would have killed more than Stalin’s 60 million! You should thank God you live in a Country that allows you to be who you are, or if you really realy want a dictator,, why not immigrate to North Korea? Date: Sun, 13 Nov 2005 10:41:19 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Transsexual (Me) Sidekick for Paris Hilton (Simple Life) To: casting.at.bunim-murray.com How about casting me as Paris’s sidekick?! About three years ago I had a sex change. People say Iook like Paris. I love her attitude and know we could have lots of fun together. I have lots of stamina for my age and can outdance most of the people at the clubs. Unfortunately I’m not very photogenic and have only this driver’s license photo to submit: Peace, Love and Compassion, Raquel. Date: Thu, 2 Jun 2005 12:19:25 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: hi there! To: “gesyka” What do I need a dick for? gesyka wrote: I think you are a drug addict that has lost it’s mind. I saw a piece of your show and you look like a very confused person. you are all oily and look as though you are on meth or something. I think you need to get some help, you poor lost soul. get a life. and a dick! Date: Mon, 15 Nov 2004 12:37:35 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Holocaust Denial To: k.d.sorensen.at.maranausd.org Dear Kent, Those who “deny the Holocaust happened” do not deny the concentration camps existed. We deny that millions of people were exterminated with louse disinfestant and diesel exhaust and that a corpse can be cremated in 20 minutes with 3.5kg coke and with smoke and flame belching from the crematoria chimney. What evidence do Holocaust propagandists use to prove: Millions of people were exterminated with dangerous and impractical hydrogen cyanide louse disinfestant (at Auschwitz thousands died of louse-borne typhus) and inert diesel exhaust (.03% Carbon Monoxide); and were cremated in “huge smoldering pits with human fat scooped out in buckets” or in “20 minutes” with “3.5kg coke” (defying laws of thermodynamics) in crematoria “belching smoke and flame” (impractical/inefficient)? The mythologists rely on malicious witnesses (liars), tortured confessors, a few out of context, mistranslated, hyperbolic speeches and forged documents. No forensic examination of the alleged murder weapon! See for yourself, read The Giant with Feet of Clay: Raul Hilberg and his Standard Work on the ‘Holocaust Jürgen Graf, 2002; download free at http://vho.org/GB/Books/Giant/. Graf’s 128-page book critically examines the footnotes in Hilberg’s “standard work on the Holocaust.” If the Nazis wanted to exterminate millions they would have gassed them in a tunnel with a coal-fired locomotive or with the chimney exhaust from the crematoria. The Apartheid State erroneously called “Israel” extorted billions from the stupid goium and was unrighteously created by the United Nations on account of Holocaust lies. (See, The Holocaust Industry, Norman Finkelstein.) There’s no way (unless you’re a complete idiot or conscious, malicious liar) you can read The Hoax of the Twentieth Century and still believe the extermination mythology. Sincerely, Raquel. Date: Sat, 17 Dec 2005 08:44:58 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: A+ To: “log cabin” Dear Log, Yeah, I almost deleted your message as spam thinking it was a solicitation for log cabins. I’m aware about the term referring to gay republicans assuming that Ab Lincoln was gay. (I have an interest in buying a log cabin but it is not too practical to buy one in Tucson because shipping the lumber is too expensive.) Yes, the logistics of the Holohoax: aerial reconnaissance photos and requisition records show no huge, necessary piles/supplies of coal, necessary to burn millions or thousands/day. The only way it could have happened is if the Nazis crammed several corpses into one crematoria and to finish the burn in 20 minutes. There have been studies showing the bottleneck, which is disposal of the dead. One of the so-called “confessors,” Rudolf Hoess, a commandant at Auschwitz alleges that huge cremation pits existed and “sizzling human fat was scooped up in buckets and poured over the flames.” Thanks for the compliment! Peace, Love & , Raquel Date: Sat, 23 Apr 2005 14:09:36 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: you are on the right track To: “michael g” Hi, Good point about the calf. I wonder what the rabbis think about the calf’s significance? After the show I went to City Limits to get a ticket for Blue Oyster Cult (May 6th) but it was not in the computer so I stayed and listened to a Van Halen cover band for two sets then went to TD’s Showclub to look at the young women and to imagine myself dancing for $$$. Or laying on top of a guy in the VIP room for money with all those people watching?! It’s too phony and sad. The women must be good actresses. I need to lose eight excess winter pounds to be 115. Then I’d feel confident enough to walk around 98% naked. Peace & Love, Raquel. michael g wrote: I am surprised that there is somebody who thinks the way I do...you are absolutely correct... keep up the good work...also, if you correctly understand the story of the worship of golden calf, it is obvious that it stands for money,,,,why a worship of golden calf? why not a golden dragon or tiger or at least a golden oxen...I think the reason is that golden calf is a symbol of money....in the ancient times, a persons wealth was determined by how many cattle a man possessed. calf is a symbolical representation of wealth(money) something like a bank account...it is a calf because calf can be fed and raised just like a bank account...any body who loves ones money more than what is right and good and love money over good is a idol worshipper... this society which pressures all to seek after riches rather than righteousness is a society that advocates the worship of idol. yes UNITED STATES IS INDEED ONE OF THE MOST POWERFUL IDOL worshipping society.. Date: Sun, 16 Jan 2005 10:56:27 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: great web site To: “michael g” Dear Michael, Thank you for the complement on my website. I invest in vacant land that I buy at tax lien sales. Arizona is one of the few states that sells liens to the public. The next sale in Pima County is Feb 28th. It is like a monopoly game for me. To find good deals I use a computer program with data from the county assessor. One of the things I’ve been thinking about is interest on loans, which is abhorred by Islam and many philosophers (including Hitler): http://www.666ismoney. com/Thralldom.html michael g wrote: hello, was surfing and found your site just wanted to say well done although I do not agree with everything you posit I will say that you have a firm grasp on the situation on planet earth at this point in space time. just curious why are you selling land in Arizona and how did you come to be in possession of it? and did you know that ‘private property’ I s a huge part of Satan’s beast system? Sincerely, michael g Date: Sat, 19 Nov 2005 13:00:33 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Re: business proposition To: “nate” I don’t need an escort. I prefer LSD. nate wrote: I have a friend that I might be able to persuade to provide his services as an escort, he’s into wearing girls underwear as well as she males (whatever it is you call it - I’m gay by the way so I don’t judge people) if your interested make me an offer, I have a picture and I’ve already turned him on to the idea. later Raquel ----- Original Message ----- From: 666 To: Nate Sent: Tuesday, November 15, 2005 1:40 PM Subject: Re: Re: business proposition I’m naturally speedy. Love XTC (MDMA), pot, sex and dancing too. Peace, Love & Compassion, Raquel. Nate wrote: that’s fine, you’re shows crazy, it intrigues me. I love acid too but I haven’t done it in years. What are your views on crystal? > > From: 666 > Date: 2005/11/07 Mon PM 09:16:15 EST > To: nate , > Subject: Re: business proposition > > I’m not a guy and dislike speaking on the phone. Date: Mon, 5 Dec 2005 15:10:18 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: nate the pimp again To: “nate” Dear Nate, I too have visions of being abducted and hypnoprogrammed. I was in the custody of the Secret Service and a psychiatrist I was sent to tried to hypnotize me but I was onto him and resisted. I am one of those people who are easily hypnotized. I’ve also been in several mental institutions/jails where they sent people in to kill me and evaluate my consciousness. The guy you met sounds psycho to me. The only relationship I’m interested in is with LSD. Maybe we could meet at a club and dance? nate wrote: Oh my god dude, I just read the shit you have up and you kinda remind me of me in the past - the reason I was drawn to your website was because in my state of drug induced psychosis I began to see the world as you do - evil - I saw us being enslaved by money and under control - I felt like I was under a microscope. I guess what really fucked me up was when a guy on gay.com messaged me and read me like a book, I was looking for answers as to why I was suffering (I couldn’t leave my house, and was delusional. I recently prayed for an answer as to what was happening to me even though I had been atheist for years) in my fucked up state of mind I believed he was my answer. He was obviously a psycho as well, though, He was very smart and manipulative and eventually told me he knew more than I thought about myself - he informed me that I was a hybrid of man/annunaki and was abducted by the CIA as a child and genetically manipulated to that of the annunaki - he also spoke of the book of Enoch - how god created our god- and a website where I found information about toppling over the temple and something called universal consciousness - which I could swear I tapped into when all these things about the universe streamed into my brain and I realized America controls the entire world - anyways I eventually began to believe the world will end in 10 years and that if I killed myself I would save humanity - so there I was looking out my view of my beautiful apartment in Oro valley looking at my beautiful view holding my assault rifle to my head, crying because I didn’t want to kill myself when suddenly I saw the light and suddenly something told me inside my head, “don’t do it.” It wasn’t the first near death experience - when my family found out I was gay I tried to kill myself by taking a bottle of Aleve and drinking some tequila - I passed out woke up, and everything was bright yellow - I thought I was dead. I don’t quite know why I am alive today. I am writing a book (this is pretty much the ending, the beginning pertains mostly to childhood the middle is drug dealing as well as how I came to be such a fucked up person basically a sociopath and such a successful drug dealer- do you think it would be interesting? Hit me back up Raquel Date: Mon, 5 Dec 2005 15:23:26 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: sup from nate the pimp To: “nate” I got the ‘cid from someone who eventually “lost” $400 and I never heard from again. He got it from a friend who went to a music festival in California. A ten strip with two pieces “missing” cost me $100 and I gave him a dose and another friend a dose so six doses cost me $500 not to mention I gave him a $100 wedding gift! Wonder if he lied about getting married too? That’s $100/dose! Another associate told me she could get it for $15/20/dose. I’m thinking of giving her a $100 donation to see what becomes of it/her. She’s really cool and her boyfriend is hot too. But I only know them from a club I go to even though they invited me over to their house, I don’t know them well enough to drop by so I’ll keep $100 stashed in my car incase they need a ride home again.... Tuesday night I’m going to Bob Weir (Grateful Dead songwriter and guitar player) & Ratdog at the Rialto. Plan to smoke plenty of good bud and keep my eyes open for groupies that might know something. nate wrote: Hey what’s up Raquel, it’s nate the guy who tried to hook you up with my friend. I’m so jealous, where the fuck did you get acid, Tucson is so dry, I haven’t seen any in years. I don’t really do drugs anymore I quite meth dealing a year ago after temporarily going nuts, I smoke pot but I’m trying to quite it’s made me fat and lazy, however acid is the most fun drug I’ve ever done - it’s like taking a vacation, the best kind I’ve ever done is black pyramid. If I were you I wouldn’t do that much you seem to like it too much. Doing it in excess will only give you problems ( you might wanna mention that before praising a drug). I like to analyze people and you intrigue me - (by the way I’m watching your show and cocaine goes for 40-30 a gram if your a smart shopper, also the reason cocaine prices has gone down because so has purity) I guess your just a character. If it’s cool with you, maybe we can be email buddies, later Raquel - email me back with something interesting to say besides,” I don’t want an escort I want acid,” lol. Also, have you heard anything about a weird religion called the annunaki or the book of Enoch. get back at me. late. PS. If you get a hold of any cid you would be willing to part with (doubtful), definitely hit me up. Date: Sat, 17 Dec 2005 09:13:50 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: nate the pimp To: “nate” Yes, a friend introduced me to buying property tax liens from the county treasurer. Several years ago I bought a bunch of liens in a bankrupt subdivision and now someone is developing the subdivision. I consider the strip clubs as giving money to charity. I almost hooked up with one last Wednesday. I’m sure if I wasn’t talking to another one at the time I could have gone home with her as she was leaving she came up to me. She said she only made $30 the whole night and was not coming back. Maybe she will. Her problem was she had tiny tits. I am interested in finding a fuck buddy but it’s best to have a neighbor close by. Unfortunately none of my neighbors are attractive to me except one with a girlfriend. I think I’ll tell his landlord (also my neighbor that I’m familiar with) that I’m into a three way with them. Can’t see the photos very well because of the lighting. nate wrote: Hey what’s up Raquel, I just watched your show. Our Birthdays are four days apart mine’s the 28th. Did you really make a million dollars in real estate, if so how’d you get started and what caused you to be so successful? I’ve never been to a strip club, but I use to serve cystal to a grip of girls at the bunny ranch - they’re fucking hot and young- maybe you should give them a try. Actually fuck strip clubs, lol, quite throwing your money away on pussy, my friend whose into transsexuals asked about you again. I’m gonna attach a pic of him, maybe that will entice you, lol. And if your still not interested I will not ask again, cool? Looking forward to your reply – Nate Date: Tue, 15 Nov 2005 12:40:18 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Re: business proposition To: Nate I’m naturally speedy. Love XTC (MDMA), pot, sex and dancing too. Peace, Love & Compassion, Raquel. nate wrote: that’s fine, you’re shows crazy, it intrigues me. I love acid too but I haven’t done it in years. What are your views on crystal? > > From: 666 > Date: 2005/11/07 Mon PM 09:16:15 EST > To: nate > Subject: Re: business proposition > > I’m not a guy and dislike speaking on the phone. Date: Thu, 8 Dec 2005 14:16:34 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Nate da Pimp To: Nate Dear nate: No I did not take all eight pieces at once. Dose = One hit. If you ever find ‘cid let me know. I’d be willing to pay $100 for a ten strip. $500 for a sheet of 100. The Ratdog concert was not that good. I did not connect with anyone. And not many people looked like they were tripping. Maybe ecstasy? Peace & Love, Raquel. Date: Thu, 15 Dec 2005 11:24:37 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Re: nate the pimp again To: Nate Nate wrote: Anyways, so what made you think that they were trying to hypnotize you and kill you? Could it have been that they were merely trying to psychologically evaluate you? Also, another weird question, when were happiest in life and what made that so? When I went to the psychiatrist I was the only one there, all the lights were out except one on his desk, curtains drawn, his secretary left and he did the hypnotic command where I almost went into a trance. When it failed, he rushed out of his chair without telling me where he was going or why and then dismissed me. After my sexchange surgery I never felt better and happier: I’m having the best time of my life. Last night was bad though. I went to Ten’s (topless bar) and some tattooed dood called me a fag and wanted to kick my ass but I didn’t flinch and he walked off. When I sat at the bar he said the seat was taken. It didn’t look taken so I said when they come back I’ll leave. That’s when he walked around and said all that stuff while I was sitting in the chair. Even though I often cry, it is a sweet sadness. I rarely have any trouble. Last night was the worst encounter I ever had however I knew if he did anything to me he would have gone to jail. I applied for the manager’s job at Ten’s and met a nice girl there, who said she was quitting. Unfortunately she came up to me just as another one did. In fact, if not for the other one, I’ll bet I could have gone home with her because she was ready to go home!!! I’m sooooooo pissed. She was only 21 too! I was more interested in the other one because she had bigger boobs but I liked talking to her. Hope she checks the $$$ I gave her because it had my website address stamped on it. Date: Sat, 17 Dec 2005 08:53:13 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Re: Nate da Pimp To: Nate I’m not familiar with Tool except I saw an amazing video with artwork by Alex Grey for Tool. I’m not too savvy about downloading music from the internet. I still have dialup connection. The only music I download is from legit sellers. I’ll look for the tune and the lyrics for it too. Maybe you can explain why people engage in mosh pit mayhem. I attended a Blynd and Ph8 concert about two weeks ago and cracked a rib after a girl violently pushed me. What kind of dance is that?! Like they are full of rage? Nate wrote: It’s the song that buffalo Bill (whose kinda a transsexual)is discoing to in the silence of the lambs - Its a cool song made in 88 but remixed in 96 into kinda a german-goth scene kinda sound - I like it, it’s kinda a druggy sounding song - if you have kazaa or something like that you should download it. Also do you like the band Tool - they’re one of my favorites. Get back at me – Nate Date: Sat, 17 Dec 2005 09:05:11 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Re: nate the pimp again To: Nate I cry thinking about the way things could have been or could be and the way I am but it’s a sweet sorrow. I was happiest when I was in Love but it did not last long: reality (an image of a baby) crept in. The Secret Service arrested me for marking 666 on money and threw me into the new, just opened federal jail on south Wilmot back in 1982? They knew I knew the truth about the Kennedy assassination and they wanted to know if I was a witness or who told me about it. yeah, you’re right about the bullet but there’s karma involved in killing. It’s not as easy to kill as you think. The Secret Service is more into playing games and fucking with people. Like the show “Mission Impossible.” I looked up the lyrics to that song you recommended and see a little how it relates to me. I think people who love horses are stupid. I met a woman at a concert recently who “raised stallions”. I told her, while rolling my eyes, “well I applied for a job managing a strip club.” Too bad, I thought she was pretty but it turned out she was very ugly inside. I didn’t know you were gay! Peace & Love, Raquel. Nate wrote: I have no reason to believe your lying, I just can’t figure out why the secret service would want you detained and why a psychiatrist would want to hypnotize you - if they had a problem with you, wouldn’t it just be easier to put a bullet in your head. What do you believe their motives were? If you don’t want to it’s cool, but if you better explained what lead to the secret service being after you, your story might sound more plausible to me. Also, I’m sorry to hear about your incident at Tens, It must be hard being transsexual, being gay pretty much fucked my childhood up. How did your parent’s take it? Do you think your sexuality has anything to do with your love of acid - it’s the biggest escape I’ve ever had from reality. I guess I can relate with you on being happy - I didn’t feel happy until I came out - when my family found out it was a relief, but I wasn’t truly happy until I came out to my friends and found out they accepted me. Well, I guess I shouldn’t say truly happy I don’t know if true happiness exists, maybe for some people but I guess I’m the type that’s never satisfied. For what reason’s do you cry the most? Bye Raquel – Nate Date: Sun, 18 Dec 2005 10:28:15 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Re: Nate da Pimp To: Nate I’ve only been to one mosh pit at a fucking ICP concert when I was like 14, lol. It was fun but kinda scary. The main point of a moshpit is to injure people, you look for someone you don’t like (usually cause of the way they look) and take out your aggression. My cousin loves them, he’s a crazy guy, I’m a little bitch so I would only have fun in a mosh pit of weaker people, lol. I’ve heard stories of some people taking razor blades with them and cutting people as they mosh. Crazy huh? P.S - It’s cute that a girl broke your rib - you should have elbowed her in the face. Mosh Pits are so opposite of the Peace & Love of the 60’s/70’s! I started it with her. She was screaming at a guy giving him the finger and he was screaming back at her. She was rageing the whole time. I figure she was in a rage because she was tired of getting fucked with no one to love her. During an interlude I pushed her lightly on the shoulder and put up my fists with a big smile. She walked away but when the music started again she came out of nowhere and pushed me right on my tit thought I might have ruptured an implant. There was no way I could let her get away with it because everyone was watching. The pit was open to just us so I swirled around and tried to dodge her while freaky dancing. After about three pushes I could see she was really in a fighting mood so I hyperventilated while starring at her. Good thing she did not attack me while I was gaining my breath or I would have sent her flying. The breaths exhausted me so I had to duck out. At the end the band played a song for the girls. One of the guys kept telling me to dance but my rib and arm hurt. I previously dislocated my arm while sleeping on it after a night of drinking and a hit of LSD at the RollingStones concert. I could not take anymore pounding I danced but kept my distance and did not see that woman again. I liked her makeup. This was an all ages show (alcohol served behind a fence). She was probably only 17 years old. Tough trailer- trash. Probably a real good fuck. She had a lot of energy. At the very beginning I was dancing with my back turned and got slammed. Both my shoes fell off I didn’t find them until the end of the show. My best dancing sandals. Date: Sun, 18 Dec 2005 10:42:49 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Re: nate the pimp again To: Nate How do you figure the Horses represent senses? (Horse sense?) There were a lot of reasons for killing Kennedy and a lot of disinformation. The Fed Reserve was not one of the reasons. They say Kennedy started issuing Treasury Notes instead of Federal Reserve Notes I remember researching this. The Fed is not as bad as right-wing conspiracy buffs say it is. I’d rather have the fed than Congress controlling the printing presses. And a Gold Standard would not solve the problems either. He pissed off a lot of people especially the anti-Castro Cubans (for failing the Bay of Pigs invasion) and the CIA (Kennedy wanted to abolish the CIA) and those are the people who killed Kennedy. The Mob didn’t like him either. Jack Ruby, who murdered Oswald so he wouldn’t talk was a Jewish gangster. Oswald was supposed to have been killed while being arrested but it failed because Oslwad had a gun and killed the officer, Officer Tippit. Singer: Q Lazzarus Album: Goodbye Horses Song’s name: Goodbye Horses Song info: Lyrics - Music: William Garvey Lyrics: You told me, I see you rise But, it always falls I see you come, I see you go You say, “All things pass into the night” And I say, “Oh no sir I must say you’re wrong I must disagree, oh no sir, I must say you’re wrong” Won’t you listen to me You told me, I’ve seen it all before Been there, I’ve seen my hopes and dreams A lying on the ground I’ve seen the sky just begin to fall And you say, “All things pass into the night” And I say, “Oh no sir, I must say you’re wrong I must disagree, oh no sir, I must say you’re wrong” Won’t you listen to me Good-bye horses I’m flying over you Good-bye horses I’m flying over you Nate wrote: Your research of the song is incorrect, dork, lol. In the song horses are supposed to symbolize the 5 senses which make up our reality - the person in this song goes through such a bad break up that she says goodbye to all her horses - her senses and leaves the world behind her - the remix is the one you should her - it’ s remixed by a guy - if you ever watch the silence of the lambs - it’s the song that buffalo bill is listening to while doing his make up in the mirror - it’s got a cool 80’s vibe and it sounds like a transsexual is singing because a girl wrote the song but a guy is singing it. And yup, I’m gay, but looking at me you would never notice When I went into drug induced psychosis I believed that the reason Kennedy was assassinated was because he was going to stop the federal reserve which is where all our debt goes to - I believe I read that somewhere on the internet and not long after reading it, it became one of my delusions that were being enslaved by our debt to keep us blind from aliens invading - pretty fucking weird/insane huh? Date: Sun, 18 Dec 2005 11:05:06 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Re: nate the pimp To: Nate Nate, I just listened to Goodbye Horses. It does sound eerie. I liked Silence of the Lambs. Two of my favorite actors: Jack Nicholson & Jodie Foster (she’s a smart cookie, really has her head/act together). I’m having a hard time finding someone to fuck. My pussy is small: can only accommodate 6 inches and not be too thick. It can accommodate a little bigger than average cock. With the girls I like to have sloppy lesbian sex. Unfortunately they can’t give it to me because I don’t have a clit or much sensation down there. I only had one good lesbian session but it was better than any I ever had with a woman before. I was a virgin male: never had it in my heart to fuck a girl. My dick wanted to fuck her but my heart/passion didn’t. I had lots of opportunity and pretty girls. Well if your friend ever finds some LSD or XTC let me know. Unfortunately, I don’t even have a bed because all my life I lived very Spartan life. Now I’m fixing up my main house (I lived in the guesthouse for 14 years) and I plan to move in there in the spring. I have to sand the floors and put in a new bathroom sink. And buy all new furniture. Last night I went out and saw some pretty girls hook up with dorky but nice guys and it makes me feel sad. I went to Asylum and danced with a group of girls. At IBT’s I was dirty dancing with a fat Indian girl. Eventually she felt between my legs and then danced away! LOL! I definitely would NOT have gone home with her. She had a fat girlfriend with her. I went to three clubs including live music at Plush. Plush was kind of a dud. Wish I went to Club Congress instead. Tesoro was playing—a good flamenco band. I also kissed the fat girl and slid my tongue into her. She slightly bit my tongue like a cat. Funny but sad night. I plan to go out tonight too. Probably Heart Five or Asylum I started out buying tax liens with only $4000 and I was living on SSI renting out my front house to students. When SSI found out I was getting income from the rental, they cut me off. I still owe them about $10,000 but they stopped sending me notices. After 10 years (maybe it’s been that long) they told me they will forget about it. I saved all my $$$ and lived a Spartan life, drove a 1977 Honda Civic, which I still have but don’t drive anymore. I just bought a new Kia Minivan: paid cash. Now I spend $$$ like crazy. Mostly in bars drinking and on clothes. Best Wishes, Raquel. Nate wrote: So how much did it cost to purchase the liens and how did you did you get the money to pay for them? When you told me about putting your address on the back of money - it sounded like a smart way to advertise your website. That girl probably would have made more money had she had the tits, lol. Had she gone home with you what would you have done with her? Also, my friend isn’t a knock out - he’s just a really nice guy with a really good heart and he loves drugs, lol. He’s only escorted for me once to one of my old sugar daddy for $270 - he ended up giving him five blowjobs Date: Sun, 18 Dec 2005 19:41:50 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Love your Music To: Nate Dear Nate, I love your choice of music. Currently I listen to Madonna’s latest: Dance Floor & Ray of Light. Peace & Love, Raquel. Thinking of partying at Heart Five tonight!!!!!!!!!!! Nate wrote: Hey, I’m replying to the wrong email - but I found a website where you can download the song goodbye horses automatically for free, it may not be as meaningful to you without seeing it in the movie but maybe you’ll like it. let me know what you think. Later Raquel - Nate http://www.emp3world.com/mp3/51553/Q%20Lazzarus/Goodbye%20Horses Date: Mon, 19 Dec 2005 21:06:16 -0800 (PST) From: 666> Subject: Re: Re: nate the pimp To: Nate Nate wrote: Well My friends dick would accommodate you nicely it sounds as if it were made for your pussy, the next time he calls me I’ll see what he wants to do. I’ll do almost anything for LSD. Wow, you’re only 19 with lots more to experience . . . except no more trouble with da law! When I was making money as a drug dealer I no longer had a car. I had a q45 Infinity but since my parents refused to let me sleep at their house because I was a drug dealer and, I couldn’t sleep around my clients without being jacked I ended falling asleep on the freeway at 60 mph. They cops came and I had a warrant and like an idiot told the officer so they ended up arresting me and searching my car and finding a trunk full of evidence. Luckily they defiled but because they illegally searched and seized my car, but because of previous situations they suspended my license. So all my extra money went to pimping out my apartment. I decided I wasn’t gonna get a car because every time I got a car I ended up in jail from getting pulled over with warrants. My apartment in Oro valley was my pride and joy - redecorating is expensive but fun - had I been able to buy shit on credit I would have a lot nicer shit but for being nineteen I’m satisfied with my possessions. And I should be getting a car for Christmas so I’m happy. Date: Wed, 21 Dec 2005 12:26:50 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re: Re: nate the pimp To: Nate Dear Nate, How far does he live from 1st Avenue and Lee St.? I’m just not sure I can get excited about it without LSD. I like spontaneous action, the thrill of the chase. I was thinking the Real Thing would be better than the dong I use to keep in shape. I also just suffered a cracked rib (from the mosh pit) and even coughing fractures it again. It won’t be for a week or two until healed. I keep fracturing it. Yesterday I coughed while bending down and felt it pop again. It is right over my right tit. Tell your friend to cool down. It won’t be for awhile until I heal. Also, I’m sleeping on the floor of my guesthouse until I finish remodeling/refurnishing the main house in the spring. It’s not been since Holloween that I had the real thing and lost my virginity. I’m gonna have to use the dong but it is so messy. Last night I had a spontaneous orgasm while dreaming. I woke up with the inside of my pussy contracting for a few seconds. Got very wet. I’m also been fighting a low-level flu for about two weeks: coughing (it hurts the rib) and sniffling. Peace, Love & , Raquel. Nate wrote: I’m not to sure what that last reply was referring to, but last night my friend ended up coming over, he’s really interested in doing something, he asked me to set it up last night when he was here but that last email through me off. If you’re interested in getting fucked all you need to do is give me the terms and I’ll set that shit up. If you want dope he can get you crystal and pot but I don’t think he can get anything other than that. He wants to know what you’d like to do, so hit me back up, later Raquel – Nate Date: Mon, 22 Aug 2005 20:47:12 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: various To: Nidel Thanks for the note. Yes, I have no idea what my ultimate persona is. I’m still experimenting but could never go back to using the men’s’ restroom again. I do believe in a God that causes miracles, like angels/messengers to come into my life and influence me. For about 10 years I traveled/travailed around the country and have been blessed by many. The blessings are paying off literally and figuratively. I’ve never been so happy and sad at the same time. Goddess Bless you too. Peace & Love, Raquel. Nidel wrote: Well, Raqel, you’ve come along way baby, obviously. to share my opinion with you, I don’t think your girl persona will be your permanent persona. I think the true definition of a man is to be all the characteristics of the feminine on the inside, yet not make that part of you part of the person that is seen by people you don’t know. in other words, I think, for the person’s benefit, they should only show the true human to people they know and trust, not to the world. I hope people get of your back, you seem like a nice person. I admire that your able to do the call in show on access being that 90% of the callers are usually hecklers or people who want to bring you down. I know you don’t believe in the traditional personage of god, but in the name of Yahweh I wish you to be blessed and even avenged if you feel that’s necessary. Date: Sat, 10 Sep 2005 20:54:51 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: ? To: Nidel Yes, (sex change Thailand)I Love being female. No sexual abuse except lust after my two sisters (who don’t remember or forgive me) and my first boy friend, who is probably dead. Peace & Love, Raquel. Nidel wrote: have you had sex reassignment surgery? if so, are you happy you did it? do you have sexual abuse in your past? eunuchs rock! Date: Wed, 14 Sep 2005 09:39:33 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: real estate To: Nidel Land is so scarce and expensive now. I just sold 10 acres on the far east side (near Cochise County line) for $60k and could have probably sold it for more if I advertised. The “Church of Fun” operated on Euclid just a few hundred feet from my house about 10 years ago. There’s lots of small churches scattered throughout Tucson. There’s a lovely “Sanctuary Cove” in the Tucson mountains. Most of the land I own has problems like flood zone, steep roadless terrain or is too small to meet zoning requirements. I plan to turn my house into a “church”/bed&breakfast. Church of LSD. I have some land in Pinal County that is way off the beaten track that might be amenable for a church like the Peyote Way Church but is less than an acre however there are few residents nearby. What would be your church’s philosophy? Peace & Love, Raquel. Nidelwrote: hey Raquel, I remember you saying that you dealt in real estate. I want to start a church, and I was wondering if you knew of any good spots to do so. preferably on the east side. Date: Thu, 15 Sep 2005 10:21:24 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Churches To: Nidel There are several venues in Tucson that will rent out or let you use their space for free once a week for meetings. I used to go to Transsexual meetings 15 years ago in the Metropolitan Church on Mountain (I think it’ s still there). Now the TS meetings are held in the Wingspan building (don’t know if it is the same sponser or not). Many churches have started out sharing venues like that unless of course if you already have a following big enough to rent a storefront. When my house is fixed up, I have a living-room that is about 17 feet by 20 that could easily seat 20 people and there would be plenty of room to dance too. At this time all of my land is not in the city limits. In fact only once did I have a vacant lot in city limits. Wish I held on to it because it was in an industrial/residential neighborhood where I could have built a triplex or huge dance hall. That’s what I’d like to do: build a big warehouse building on a lot. Unfortunately, the lots I own are mostly in flood zones, off the electric grid or are so far away from town. Do you still like to get high on psychedelics, smoke pot or drink? I like to drink socially (lime/vodka) and moderately (Sangria) at home but prefer LSD over all however, I never tried psyliciben mushrooms. Most people who I know prefer LSD to shrooms. I also like pot but don’t have a connection for GOOD pot but it is good for Mexican-grown weed and the price is right. The problem with churches or friendships is what is there to talk about? Now is the time to ACT before it is too late! Peace & Love, Raquel Nidel wrote: my church's philosophy would be to accept all those rejected by conventional churches. members of the gltb community, ravers, trippers, minorities, basically anyone who is excluded by mainstream society. do you coordinate real estate within city limits? I was looking to rent a building somewhere on the east side, even if it’s in a strip mall. interesting story- I was raped as a child. I grew up, and as I was about 17 or 18 I moved into an apartment with someone I thought was a friend. anyway, this person turned out to be a total predator just like the person who raped me as a child. I was big, so the person wasn’t able to force me to do anything, but he attempted to convince me that it was my fault I was raped and to let other people rape me. sick, huh? the reason the story is interesting is because during this emotional trial, during the actual culmination of my identity I took those white stemmed gold capped hallucinogenic mushrooms. not only once, but 3-4 times a week for about 3 months straight during the time I was living in the apartment! I find that none of these sociopath and malicious liars can reach you if you’re tripping! hallucinogens are the final escape from the malicious reality created by malicious liars! in my opinion, what you see while tripping is more real then the so-called reality of today’s monetary and government systems! Date: Fri, 16 Sep 2005 13:46:12 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Peace & Love To: Nidel You’re going to Earthdance!!!!!!! I plan to go too!!!!!!!!! Plan to get ticket tomorrow but maybe, now that you psyched me, I’ll get it tonight. I called that phone number yesterday and they did not yet know the site. I used to do silkscreen signs and make my own frames from cheap organza material. I’d like to camp out at earthdance unless I have some E to carry through. No way I could stay up all night without E. Peace & Love, Raquel. Nidel wrote: yes, I do have the hook up for hydro. in fact, I’m smoking some right now. free tip- go to Michael’s craft store, and go to the silk-screening spot. there is a prefabricated silkscreen on a wooden frame. buy it, its about 20 dollars. the reason you need to have it is this- if you get some crappy Mexican, or some good Mexican, you can break it up on the screen and then strain the crystals through the silkscreen! of course you put a plate underneath, and you catch all of the crystals falling through! then, you can compact the crystal powder into you own personal hashish! the better the pot, the more keef powder you can produce per gram. also, are you going to earth dance? there is a rave this weekend, on Saturday. infoline-520-540-0205 tickets are either 20 or 30 dollars, though, presale! 35 at the door. Date: Sat, 17 Sep 2005 11:18:22 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: Peace & Love To: Nidel Hi, thanks for the pix. One of my friends helped relocate Serbs to Tucson a few years ago. Former State Representative Carmine Cardamone. I remember him telling me there was a very successful Serb that owned a business here in town—that he worked with the resettlements. What do you like to do? I like hiking, nature, fresh air, the Ocean (nice beaches), freshwater lakes, camping out, road trips, denim miniskirts, LSD, XTC, good pot, wine, Vodka & Lime, strong men, pretty women, music, dancing, Peace, Love and Compassion. There’s a festival in Las Vegas last weekend of October that looks really good: www.vegoose.com I’m feeling a little tired this morning, have a piece of XTC and am deciding whether or not to go to EarthDance. I could always go and decide then what to do and how long to stay. If I’m not rolling though, I’ll fall asleep for a few hours and wake before sunrise to see how the party is going. Peace, Love & Compassion, Raquel Nidel wrote: hi. something came up, and I don’t think I will make it to earthdance. I’m Serbian, and some Serbs were recently picked up in phoenix on immigration violation. I plan to travel to phoenix on Sunday, and attend church with my fellow Serbs. Maybe I will still go to earthdance, though. who knows! Here is a pic of me, since I have seen you on TV and you have no idea what I look like. Date: Sun, 18 Sep 2005 11:48:39 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Missed Earthdance—Got Drunk at Home To: Nidel At about 3pm I went down 4th avenue on my bicycle and did not see Harvest Records, which sold the tickets to Earthdance so I went home thinking I would take an evening walk down the Avenue but I got too drunk at home (wine) and fell asleep awakening at about 11pm after peeing on myself! I thought I was dreaming about peeing not actually doing it! That was the first time since I was a kid I did that! I didn’t even feel like going out after that. Fortunately it does not stink and I quickly mopped it up with a towel. Avoid assholes in town! That’s a new, funny one. I have to agree. There are many of them including an asshole Judge who screwed me over in a foreclosure (my business is foreclosing property tax liens and getting the property of delinquent taxpayers), delaying justice and costing me $1000 in additional court costs. At least I got one valuable property near downtown. Unfortunately, I agreed to let the person who is living there, live there for the rest of his life, which could be 20 years? There’s a few judges in town that cause me this trouble with multiple “unrelated” defendants but most of the judges let me do it to save money and time. If I had some E I certainly would have gone. I have one piece but am not sure where it is. You better be careful. Instead of saving an illegal immigrant, you might be carjacked! I read that some white people with boats tried to save Blacks in New Orleans only to have their boats stolen and end up missing! I like to break social barriers, taboo too. Nonconformist. I also like to wear provocative, skimpy outfits, nude beaches. Next week I’m going to work full time fixing up the front house (I’m living in the guesthouse), mostly painting now. I’m gonna need to rent a floor sander soon. Something I’ve never done before but I’m pretty good with machines. One of my friends “lost” $400 I gave him for a sheet. Before, I gave him $100 for a 10 strip and ended up with only 8 doses. He said the person who sold it to him (his friend) was tripping and didn’t notice there were only 8 pieces! After “losing” my $400, I never heard from him again, which is okay. He said he just got married so I gave him $100 for a gift. I also gave him some guitar amplifiers that a friend gave me. I bet I would have seen him at the Earthdance. He has a foot fetish. Did you go to Phoenix? I’m wondering now if my friend was helping Moslem Croats settle in Tucson, not Serbs? Best Wishes, Raquel. Nidelwrote: well, I used to love xtc, I used to use it to get over my anxiety over girls. one time, though, this fucker who pretended to be my friend intentionally gave me a bad pill and it almost killed me. I spent like 9 hours with what felt like a broken bone in my brain. after that, I never do xtc, although I miss it! on second thought, I think I will go to earthdace. why not, what else am I doing. do you know where it’s at yet? my preferred activities are breaking social barriers. for example, sometimes I travel to the tohono o odham reservation and see if I can save some illegal immigrants life. I saved 3 people so far. I bowl, I love smoking good pot, I love women when I am able to hook up. I stay home allot to avoid asshole around town. there are allot of them, and I’m afraid that I'll do something stupid in an altercation and end up in jail. oh yeah, that is definitely one activity, staying out of jail, and out of incarceration period! Date: Mon, 19 Sep 2005 19:13:43 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Dancing at clubs in Tucson To: Nidel The government does not give $$$ to churches. Last night I went dancing alone at IBT’s (gay bar with $3 hard drinks) and a pretty girl wanted me to dance with her. They play good rave disco type beat music there and have a pretty good sound/light system. Do you go to any of the clubs in town? Are you a student at UA? Nidel wrote: I smoked out quite a bit, and just fell asleep around 1. I ve been to so many raves, I wonder if I would have missed anything. I wonder if I could of hooked up with any chicks there! that was why I usually go to raves, I also go to dance. Raquel, I hope this doesn’t offend you, but to me you are still male. even though you had the operation, I still consider you male. not saying it to hurt you! The illegal immigrant thing happened like this- I was driving out on the road called “big fields”, in sells. I was looking for a medicine man to do a ceremony, but I never found him. I did find 3 Mexicans wandering around with water jugs in their hand, though, and just figured that was why I was out there. these men were clearly in trouble, so I wasn’t too worried. we drove all the way from sells to 22nd and swan. I think one of the men had to call an ambulance later that day. The point is I saved human lives. I don’t think there is anything that you can do that is better then saving a life. especially, a poor person facing certain death. I snatched them from death, and I’m proud of that! Did you hear of the 2 young people who did the same as me, but were caught by the border patrol? they are now facing jail time and a fine. I’m lucky not to have been caught! Now, on to my next project, starting a church. I think I’m going to apply for non-profit status with the government. then, maybe they will give me some money. it sucks you got ripped off, that seems to be the trend when dealing with illegal substances! everyone is a robber! Date: Tue, 20 Sep 2005 09:38:45 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Gay Bars & Gals To: Nidel I like to take photos too. On my next show this Fri at 9pm I’m gonna show about 100 photos I took on my latest trip. After the show I’m gonna get a drink at Congress Hotel then go to IBT’s. At the gay bar I like (IBT’s) on 4th Ave, someone was brutally killed in the alley about a year ago they caught the killer. I never have any trouble except from the bouncers. I got kicked out of Malony’s (sent the CEO a letter demanding an apology but did not receive reply yet) and Tens because they did not like the way I looked. I didn’t like the way the women looked at Ten’s either. The women at TD’s Showclub East are much nicer but you can’t interact with them without constantly giving them $$$. At IBT’s they play rave-type electronic music, have a good sound/light system and lovely dancing girls too! I think the women like it because most of the men leave them alone but I noticed some non-gay men coming on strong to them. I don’t like being bothered by guys in bars (what do they have to offer?!) except one bought me a drink at Malony’s when they were just about to close. I no longer have anything to offer the women but neither do other women. I’d like to have girlfriends. Maybe we could get together at my house, listen to music, burn one, drink a little cold sangria? Right now my house is a mess: I still have not unpacked from two trips. The first trip was about three months ago! Peace & Love, Raquel Nidel wrote: I don’t go out, usually to avoid evil people. I only go out if I’m with allot of friends, who watch out for me. I don’t go to UA. I don’t go to school at all. I do art, check it out a www.cloudmirror.com. I am a Sabino graduate, 2001. this is going to sound funny, but I think I prefer gay bars, and gay people in general. gay men and women are the nicest around! plus, people living alternative lifestyles are usually the victims of violence, not the perpetrators. I guess that’s why I feel so comfortable at raves, no one is worrying about anyone else. a strait person can be strait, a gay person can be gay, a eunuch can be a eunuch! raves are so accepting! Date: Wed, 21 Sep 2005 09:54:44 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: Gay Bars & Gals To: Nidel Cool: we can smoke at my house and listen to loud music (bring something you like—lately I’ve been listening to the Doors and old Stones) then we could walk or drive to IBTs and or No Anchovies for drinks and pizza (I’ll buy). Nedel wrote: sure, it would be ok to have a smoke sometime. I should be getting some hydro pretty soon, so I'll let you know when I get it. then we can smoke. Date: Tue, 13 Jul 2004 20:36:13 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: wanted to say I liked your show To: “robertb” Dear Robert, Thank you for writing. Yes, my middle finger was damaged many years ago when it was caught in a car door. I do not think plastic surgery can correct it. I’m out of town now. My next live show will be August 20. What kind of work do you do? When I get back to Tucson I plan to remodel my house. Messages are nice. What do you mean “work on one T”? I like to smoke pot (there is no LSD), listen to music, hang out at home, dance, hike, camp out and travel. I dislike watching TV—my life is fantasy, reality, games and escape so there is no need to watch TV except for the network evening news. I hear psylocibn is nice too. I’m also thinking of distributing my 666isMONEY propaganda on campus, which upsets the Jews because I don’t believe millions of people were exterminated with louse disinfestant and diesel exhaust. Next Monday at 4pm I scheduled an old tape to play where I speak about the Holohoax. Where did you move from? Best Wishes, Peace & Love, Raquel. robertb wrote: Hi Raquel, I wanted to say that I enjoyed watching you and your show, I am new to the Tucson area and do not know allot of people out side of work so I do get to watch allot of T V and found you to be great to watch. If you would let me know where else I can see you I would like that, I give massages and work on one T and would like to offer you a massage when you would like. Please let me know more about you, You middle finger looked like it was hurt last night on the TV, hope it gets better, Thanks for your time, Robert Date: Sat, 25 Dec 2004 15:25:39 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: Re:tard To: “sean c” You’re retarded for expecting me to believe you. I don’t need a day job . . . I have many smart investments working for me. sean c wrote: Your site is retarded. Get a day job. Date: Wed, 29 Dec 2004 07:31:21 -0800 (PST) From: 666 Subject: The Power of Money To: Tanya Money corrupts the heart. It is an unnecessary stumblingblock. Tanya wrote: Man s heart is the root and seed of all evil .Let his heart entertain evil then every extetion of his earth suit [BODY]will do the bidding of his heart . THE paper you all give so much power to is a mere tool to get the hearts intent accomplished . Date: Sun, 3 Oct 2004 06:38:31 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: opa To: “tomi j” Tomi, The drug conference was way-cool. There was a person there with Cid but I never ran into him again to get his email address and I don’t even know if he had any supplier. His might have been a stash from the old daze. Back in 1990, there was a string for Huge LSD busts that knocked out 95% of the supply. If there are some old hippies making it, they are not distributing it very well or very cheap. However I’ve read about BIG busts in Australia recently. The shipments to Australia are coming from somewhere overseas and they are deliberately NOT saying where. But if I can’t find it in Amsterdam... I suspect that there may be a maker in India and I’d like to go to Goa beach. Peace & Love! Raquel. tomi j wrote: wow so generous... your journeys to find acid excite me! drug conference! so very fear & loathing.. I talked to some friends and apparently there are still old timer hippies making the drug and HOPEFULLY I can get some. thank you for getting back to me, so much. btw, ecstasy is interesting, I've done it once, and it is a super drug of sorts combining mild effects of acid/coke/tea/speed/ etc... it is very warm... thank you xo tomi Date: Wed, 13 Oct 2004 20:54:15 -0700 (PDT) From: 666 Subject: Re: 666 is money To: “SKyDemon” Oh ... I wish I could help you with the LSD but there is no Acid in Arizona. After the US government arrested Pickard & Apperson in Kansas a few years ago and sentenced them to LIFE in prison, there has been a worldwide LSD drought. However ‘Cid has been spotted in Australia and England so it may be coming back. http://www.666ismoney.com/LSD.html Is that the same way it is in Brazil where you are from or from where your email account is? I feel for you. From what I’ve read, Brazil is a Hell Hole. There’s a newspaper here in the states called “The Truth at Last” that chronicled the poverty in Brazil (I cut out many of the articles and filed them under “Brazil” and in college we were required to read about one of the Favalias there. I read about Michael Jackson’s experience in Rio and I LOVE Michael Jackson. I think the Jews are out to get him or something? However, I’m fascinated by Rio, the Festivals and women. (Do they really like small breasts down in Rio?) One of my favorite musical CDs is Rush, Live in Rio. And There was a movie I recently watched (and kind of liked) about a woman who falls in love with someone in Rio—must have seen it on an airplane because I don’t see very many movies. SKyDemon wrote: Ok.. I thought you speak Portuguese (your name sounds Portuguese) but what I was trying to say is that.. I can’t take it anymore... a lot of stress... sometimes I think I’ll freak. If ONLY I could get some free/cheap LSD I could live better I do anything to get out of this fucking life!!!!!!! |